Stage 4 Holistic Cancer Treatment

I'm just a girl, living with stage IV cancer that has recently gone to my liver-- but other than cancer, I possess perfect health. So, what is driving my cancer? I feel the answer is out there. With your help, I can gain access to expert non-toxic care.

I have a very serious situation that is pretty much an emergency, so thank you for your donations. I depend upon them. As I think about this current diagnosis, I feel more than ready to take it on. I need life tickets and those life tickets cost $$$. So, thank you for your bucks, without those I would be stuck with only conventional medicine. The route I chose long ago is a much harder route, but I feel it's extended my life and given me a healthier body.

It's easy to make me laugh because I love to laugh so much, I enjoy expressing happiness and want to keep doing it, giving in is not an option. It's amazing to me that I can find anything to be happy about some days, but it keeps happening so I'm going with it. 

It's challenging to not live in fear. Does one get better with practice when the news gets worse each time? Have I possibly just made good mates with denial? I feel happy, because I don't let fear take over. I palm it's face and push it backwards, until it falls over. 

I was designed to be brave. I don't mind sticking my neck out for others, I welcome it. It makes me feel good to do it, because I can take it on, and not everyone can. To have to be brave for myself is another story, but as it turns out I'm pretty good at that too, not by choice, by necessity.

My tumor markers are very high. My hair is falling out. Sleeping at night is almost impossible. I'm both hot and cold, like having feverish chills from the flu. 50% of my scalp feels sunburned and tender, the skull lesions seem to be growing. Good news is, my brain still works well, I can think, and remember. With cancer pushing on my brain, that is the greatest news. The visual things I can deal with, the motor problems, not so much. I need to talk, and stuff.  

I've managed to keep a positive outlook, but even the most positive outlook is not enough to save a life. I absolutely need to get to an in-patient cancer center. It's crucial that I do this very soon, liver cancer is a death sentence most of the time and and it can happen very rapidly. I try to not think on this level, but that there's the truth, Bob.

Thankee kindly, Kk