help a friend feel whole again

I have suffered with obesity for a majority of my life getting upto a high of almost 800 pounds at  one time. I can not say why this happen because in someways its still a mystery to me but one thing I can say its never going to happen again. I have been blessed to have to siblings in my later yrs as a teenager that gave me the will to fight hard and loose the weight at all cost, well I have dropped early is 500 pounds and feel so much better inside and out. Except one thing I am still trapped inside my own fat suit of skin that just hangs there an affects my everyday life, making it depressing to think I have come so far yet I am still trapped. I am asking you to please help me shed this one last obsticle in the way between me and a true new begining a life that can be lived to the fulliest. I wish insurance understoold I dont want to be the next sex symbol I just Iowant to be free of this burden. I understand its my fault but remember this a smoker smokes and gets cancer yet insurance treats the cancer, insurance doesnt say to bad it was your choice to smoke.
Please join me with any donation and help me make my journey to awhole person complete with any donation you can give. Please help me end the pain of wearing 3 compression garments everyday using creams and powders yet still having to scream in pain due to extensive rashes and dry spliting skin. Imagaine yourself caring 10 bags of sugar around 365 days a year you dont need try it for your self for one day.  I walk around every single day still felling like an 800 pound human I look in the mirror and still see the 800 pound Tommy I need this skin off not to look buff but to be whole to feel mental accompolished normal complete. I beg you please dont let my life come to its conclusing still carrying my former self no one deserves this. Please let there be someone out there who will be so touched by my story the will donate there time as a platstic surgeon or money to help my goal/dream be a realty.. My God bless every angel that reaches out and helps in my journey..
God Bless
Thomas

Any question contact me will post pics of me the few I have not burned that show haw overweight I was.