For The Good Of ASMR

Hello, I am a single mother who is suffering from sever rapid degenerated bone desease, low blood presure  and server anxiety I was diagnosed 6 years ago after major surgery, because of that I am unable to work. My Daughter Help Me Discover ASMR 4 years ago, to help get through my anxiety and focus on other thing besides pain that I suffer from each yday. I start my youtube channel to help other people deal with anxiety, depression, sleep problem and more while vlogging and  sharing my true life. I try to bring , humor, peace, positive energy, love, advice, helpful tip for anxiety, pain, depression, health, and self love. 
I am raising money for my ASMR channel, to fulfill service to all of my special spirits of lights to help them have better days.I want to invest in a quality camera, a profession 3Dio microphone, lighting, computer, editor , better back ground, and everything that can use to help better my ASMR channel so i can provide better service to the people that need me. I Also Want To Get a P.o Box So I Can give my viewer another way to stay in contact with me.I would like to receive funds right away because everyday someone need help getting through thier suffering. I am a very humble spirit and is always grateful. I truly love helping others. Youtube has giving me a chance to help others and reach so many of my spirits of lights across the world. Thank You.