Stick with the letters you wrote on that paper for New Year's in my head, that letter I found in your room a couple of hours after the worst news I could have received on January 1, 2026: "God give us years and blessings so live life be happy in the moment," "New Year New Me, New Day," "We have lots of hours and we do nun with it," "Look up," "Tonight sit back and think about what you're going to do different," "Chase your dream even if they don't like it." I will forever remember that day, the pain afterward, the shock. I will fulfill all your dreams for this year. I know how hard you tried and how much you loved us. You were such a good person, grandson, son, brother, boyfriend. You were quiet, happy, lovable, kind, never hurt anyone. You loved playing, spending time with family, your girlfriend, playing video games, listening to your favorite artist Juice Wrld, and watching anime like Naruto. You had so many dreams and goals. Mom gave everything for you; you were grateful. You were happy and always joyful. I don't have any other words to say but that you will be in my heart forever, my little brother, my little guardian angel. Rest in Peace, My forever love.

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