Holding On

Hello everyone, I definitely was hesitant about creating an account considering the fact that I'm super prideful & I've worked since i was 15 years old, which feels like all my life. Im the one usually lending the help before I'll ask for it. Im putting my pride aside and I'm asking for help. I'm a 31 old mother of 2 1/2 offsprings my daughter is 13 & my son will be 10 in one month, baby bun is in the oven & she'll be on her way out in approximately 10 weeks!! I was working full-time as a personal care assistant in someone's home (private duty) while pursuing and freelancing on the side as a Makeup artist & hairstylist. My fiance is a warehouseman and was recently laid off by the company he worked for, but is still in search of full time employment. I suffer with high blood pressure, carpal tunnel in both left and right wrists, more in the right wrist & hand which has greatly hindered me from making extra income on the side. I've suffered long term with depression & anxiety & topping all that off with having two cesarean sections and having to have a third one when I deliver. At this point I'm deemed high risk by my doctor due to hypertension, preeclampsia & braxton hicks im suppose to be bed ridden until birth, but I have bills to pay and I cannot rest easy not knowing if we'll have a roof over our heads or not. I'm not looking for a tummy tuck, boob job, or to go to Vegas! I just want some financial help with bills and a few baby expenses until I'm able to recover from my cesarean surgery and get back to work. I really don't necessarily even need cash!! If donations can be made towards my bills in my name, my family and I would greatly appreciate that as well, honestly, really any help we can get!! I refuse to give up.. I refuse, I will not rest until I know my family has a roof over their heads and food in their tummies, safe, secure & comfortable in their home. Anything done will be greatly appreciated my kids look up to me to make everything alright, all I can do at this point is try if not for me, always for them. I know that at this moment were not the only ones facing tough times as I pray for your family I ask you to pray for mine. Due to financial difficulties I have decided to cancel my baby shower until further notice!! If anyone chooses to send baby items I will provide an address for you to send baby items.
Thank you all in advance Please continue to pray for my family and I, we didn't come this far to loose.