Struggling Family

I'm a husband and father to my best friends. My wife Robin and my son Logan. I have worked as a painter in Charleston SC for 15 yrs now. I have worked for other painting companies that have severely underpaid me for my hard work and dedication to their companies. I have sprayed out two story houses in 5 days and always got complimented on my work. I was even given tips and bonuses from the home owners but the contractors I have worked for have refused to give them to me or have stolen them from me. I decided to try it for myself so I saved money to sign up with Home Advisor and Im on Angies list as well. Im losing more money than Im making because Home Advisor has sent me so many bad accounts to where I cant even reach the customers they send me because of bad numbers and no call backs after I leave several messages. Everyone I have worked for loves my work and I even have a Five Star rating at Home Advisor. Im an honest conservative who values hard work and being responsible as well as loving to ALL I meet. I try to remain optimistic but it is so hard when you fear for your families well being. We have a large population of illegals in this state that are bidding jobs so low I find it hard to compete most of the times. I am about to lose EVERYTHING even as I work hard daily. It seems everyones prices are allowed to raise but mine. If I price a job I do it fair and honest and most of the time people say my prices are great then when I try to raise it to where everyone elses are I get no work I dont understand it. It feels like no one wants me or my family to survive and we are loving people who would give our last dime to help someone. I hope there are people out there like me who can return some help. I have always heard of karma but I am starting not to believe in such things because my entire life I have tried to enrich all lives all colors all religions all races and treat them as if they were my best friends but to this day I have never had any good karma come back around. I still struggle all the time and most of the time its because Im a nice person who has moral values and empathy for others. I cant even watch videos where someone gets hurt when others see it as a form of entertainment and a time to laugh at someones misfortune or pain. I cant do that I dont have the stomach for such things . I still never see good karma come my way so I am asking anyone out there on our awesome planet and in our universe for help. Ive never done anything like this before and Im not looking to get rich at all. Im about to go homeless with my wife and son and lose our vehicle because of a title loan on it to pay bills. So I dont know what else to do, a friend told me about this site so I thought I would try one more time in a new area Im not familiar with. I will do anything for my family!! Im also not afraid of work so Im not relying on this in anyway Im always out trying to get work. Im slowly losing faith in humanity....I am always there for everyone at anytime and Im slowly realizing they only care for themselves and nothing about me. Narcissism seems to run the planet today and I wasnt raised that way. I was raised to put others before myself...its getting harder by the minute. I told a friend that I helped at one time my situation and he offered me a job with him for 5 days but when I told him I didnt have the gas money to get to him, he became verbally abusive and blamed me for not helping him. I dont understand! I explained my situation and got yelled at because I couldnt help him...instead I was verbally assaulted and I helped him when he needed me but I dont get the same in return instead I got abused. They always say theres a thing called white privaledge which I dont understand and dont believe it because I have struggled my whole life. I dont believe in racism I believe all people bleed the same color and cry the same tears. I am a TRUMP supporter and a Qanon. Over 4 billion people follow Q in 50 countries. Q= Trump/XI/Putin/ Saudi King with DIA/DOE/ MI/ NSA AND OUR Q SECURITY LEVEL GENERALS. They are alliwing the world to watch them all take down 2billion satanist that trafficks people for sick reasons. If you would like to follow and watch with us go to https://qanon.pub. So please if you read this and your a good person who understands and has anything to spare please help me. I dont want my family to lose our home and car and I dont want to lose my faith in humanity. Im barely hanging on someone please help me. Thank you and I hope your life is blessed for doing so. Rob, Robin and Logan.