Nic's Transition

Yeah, so I dressed like a girl, talked like a girl, and Kind Of acted like a girl, and was into boys when I was younger. That doesn't mean I wasn't a boy. It just means that I didn't start to figure out who I am until in my twenties. I've always been one to get a boy toy at McDonald's, play in the dirt and scare girls with worms to go fishing with, and want to lift heavy thing to show off my strength. But as I got older I started to notice that I also like girls. I also didn't like dressing like a girl either but did anyways because it was the normal thing to do when you have boobs and long hair. After a few semesters of college I went from being bisexual to figuring out I am Pansexual. Then sometime later I came out as a Pansexual. About a year later I cut my hair short and started to dress more comfortable in men's clothing. Before and during that I came across some very handsome transmen and started to learn about the term Transgender. Then perhaps a couple of years later gender dysphoria hit me pretty hard. It was on Nov 28th 2012. I had a therapist appointment two weeks from the time it started but I felt it couldn't wait. So I told my mom to call and make the appointment for sooner. A few days later I just told my therapist everything that I was holding in. The depression, the cutting, and the gender dysphoria. Then, sometime in March 2013 I came out on Facebook as a Pansexual, Pre-Everything Transguy who supports same sex marriage. I now have a new job. I don't make enough money at my job to for anything other than my phone bill and rent to my mom and stepdad. I don't have a car but I am working on trying to get one. And It would be nice to get some help to pay for Testosterone and Top Surgery.