Help Mark Get A Lawyer!!

Hi, my name is Mark and I am fundraising for myself. At the end of March this year, I found out my wife was cheating on me. I moved out and we were set to split after 6 months. Then she served me for divorce, saying I abandoned her. I got a lawyer and we countered for Adultery, Emotional Abuse, and Financial Abuse. Unfortunately, the lawyer was not good and never submitted documents on time or even replied to questions I sent her. I eventually fired her but was still a few thousand in for her expenses.

Since then, it has been a pretty rough year. My mother passed away at the end of September. I am an independent contractor and I had to take time off which I was not paid for. On top of that, I've been suffering from severe depression, which has made working, and paying my normal bills, very hard. This past week we had court because she was asking for emergency alimony. I had to defend myself and it didn't work. I need a lawyer as hers is walking all over me. I have nothing saved and my credit is shot at this point. I would borrow from people but I just don't know when i would be able to pay them back.

Any help provided would be greatly appreciated. I have a solid case but her lawyer knows the law and I do not. Also, when I am in court, I am so stressed I can't think straight. Her lawyer explained my new job, which I had to get as she cancelled my health insurance, as paying base salary plus commission, which it is not.

Again, all help would be greatly appreciated. I have been locked in a miserable, stress filled life while this has been going on. I would like to move on and get her out of it completely.

Thank you!