Eviction Notice

Hey there,

Everyone that knows me knows that I never air my dirty laundry on social media. This is the exception. Noone knows that I was robbed of cash. I didn't make a big scene. I didn't want those who love me to retaliate. I just wanted to crawl in a hole and forget about it.

Well, it seems I can't forget about it. I needed it. I've worked since I was 15. My dad taught me to stand on my own and go out and do it. He was my rock. He was a great man with the biggest heart. I miss him every day. He isn't around for me to lean on when I needed to. He didn't judge me. He may have yelled a little bit no judgement. He taught me to be just like that. And I am to a fault. I trust who I shouldn't. I turn a blind eye to people I maybe shouldn't. But it's who I am.

Me and E have a small apt. We love it despite our circumstances. He has never complained. I have always been grateful.

That money that was stolen was my rent. My bills. My birthday money for Eli. My pet's food. My gas fair.

And Now I can't make the bills in time. I make a modest amount of cash. I care for animals on the side. I do the right thing for the wrong people. This has been a shitty year. I try and try but never seem to hold my head above water for very long.

I feel like a failure. Would my dad think so? Does my family think so?

This is the very last think I want to do. I'm embarrassed and ashamed. I'm worried and my anxiety levels are crazy though the roof. But you wouldn't know. I wouldn't let you know that. So I apologize for airing it now.

Me and E have 10 days to pay 2000 or we are locked out of our home. I'm trying and trying. I'm working and petsitting and selling my stuff left and right. I even tried selling my car this week.

I am at my wit's end.

I desperately need help.

Please

I love you all even if you can't or won't help. I know some of you have helped me in the past and I have NEVER forgotten or am ungrateful for you. Just know that.

Thanks for reading this.