Eviction notice

Hello My name is Roseanne and I'm fundraising in hopes of not being evicted from my home. I live in a trailer and pay lot rent. Lost job in Oct. Didn't qualify for unemployment. Got behind on rent and mortgage and electric bill.Thank God for good friends who loaned me money for electric. I'm 71 and have to go back to work to survive. I have some disabilities. But can work around them. Was offered a bus attendant for schools but fingerprints were not readable. Was offered a job as a van care driver. I'm able to do job but have had a physical and found heart murmur. Have to see a doctor for clearance. I'm planing on getting caught up once I start working but need property to be patient. I go to court for my notice of eviction. I'm ready to throw myself at the mercy of the court but it can go badly for me. If judge rules against me I will be locked out of my house. I have never asked for help before. This is my last hope. Cause I don't know what will happen on Thursday when I go to court. I don't want to live anymore I don't want to be homeless and live out of my car.