Looking for help for myself & YT channel

Hi everyone, This is lloydsasmr. First i want to say thank you for all past donations your kindness and appreciation of my channel. So I am currently seeking some donations (if you can afford it of course) to help me out a bit. I lost my job awhile back from getting a hernia on the job. I still have it actually and am waiting for surgery. It was postponed due to covid and then I needed to have my heart checked for other issues. I got on unemployment but next week will be my last week. I pay rent, car insurance and other bills so I could use some help. I also want to mention that I don't put out that many videos like I used to way back and that's cause I feel like they aren't that good without the right props. I want to make the best videos and put my time and effort into them to please you guys. There are so many I want to make but haven't been able to cause I need to get the right attire and props for it. So I am also looking for a little help to get some props, outfits for these videos for you all. Also a new mic, laptop and a new tripod since mine just broke the other day. I also tried selling some of my Jurassic collections just to get some money but no one was interested, Whatever you want to chip in would be appreciated. And if you can't then i completely understand. Thank you