Hernia sack,esophagus,ibs,E.D.

I was very hesitant to do this, but a very caring person and friend suggested I should. Ive battled bulimia and anorexia nervosa most my of my life due to severe post traumatic stress disorder,and medical health issues, I've never been able to get the proper treatment or meds for, due to my insurance and failure from the state and numerous therapists who messed up my stomach with prescribing me on too many multiple pills at once.. which eventually also gave me a type of seizure, involuntary notions that would last for a very long time... I have a hernia sack, severe esophagus spit up issues with being able to swallow or hold any food and liquids for very long and my digestive system does not work properly or break anything down so everything hurts and doesnt turn in my stomach and comes back up in food stomach acid and mucus from environmental illness and sinus issues ive had such an issue with since I was born. I need to try to raise money for myself to be able to get the help I need and move down down south after to help my immune system because that's where I felt best with my whole mind and body. And I want to try to travel to seek more treatment for my eating disorder because nothing has helped me yet. And the photo below of me was taken by my father in Daytona beach Florida, struggling to sip a slushie, when I was 19. and now I am 26 years old, and im afraid im gonna look like this soon, because im starting to and im not far from it now. And I wish I made one of these before, but I really ache asking for help:/ but this time, Im finally just giving it a try I guess. so I really need you're understanding, help, love and support. Thank you so much!!! If  you can  donate, thank you!  if  not, I  still thank you  all  for caring to open and read  some of  my story I  shared with you and being my  friend! <3