Please help me leave

Hello everyone My Name is Amelie! I am a Non-binary Transwoman that is here today to ask for your help. 

I need money to move, but food, and pay for rent. 
Why am I moving you ask? Do I currently have a home?
Well yes and no....

Because of the people I live with, and because of the people I work with 5 out of 7 days of the week I am forced to live in what I call stealth mode (presenting as explicitly male). 
This is destroying my psychee..... I have Borderline Personality Disorder so I already have an extremely difficult time maintaining a feeling of presence and not just being a passenger. 
I have been doing this for to long now, and I feel like I'm at my breaking point. 
My only want in this world is to move and be out as myself. 
To not have to put on these clothes that make me feel disgusting, and even make me feel like an imposter. 
I want to live a life worth living, and to do that I need to escape my family, my living situation, and my job. 

Now why can't I do this on my own? 
Simply put I can't. 
I've been attempting to save for the past year and a half.
But medical emergencies, followed by having to buy 3 tires for my car, followed by my cat having to get a major surgery, and then another tire for my car.
My savings have been wiped out 4 times in not even two years. 

I don't have any options beyond wait even longer, and I just can't anymore. 
I can't keep hoping that the universe will let me be me, so I'm asking you now; Please Help Me Leave This Place, so I can Be Me ❤️