Help Me Help 40 People 40 X'S

Hi - I have a huge goal to reach as I hit 40 here really soon. I want to go into my 40's in a BIG and positive way ! To go along with something near and dear to my heart ( helping people) I've decided let's see if I can get in the Genius Book of world records! How ?? Glad you asked! I want to help 40 people ( in honor of turning 40) 40 times! Yes I want to help 40 people..then when I'm done to it again until I've done this 40 times!! I often help with school supplies through my Random Acts of Kindness group I started in 2014 in honor of my brother who passed away on 11-12-13. We've helped people who need a place to stay for a few days with a hotel .. Winter coats jay's and gloves etc So how can you help? Well my goal is $25 per family @40 families 40 times !! Not sure if I'll reach this goal but I will start with 1 family at a time!! Let me tell you I've had a rough life I know what it feels like to need help-- I'm a child of rape and 1 of very few abortion survivors alive let alone surviving to 40 .... With a childhood filled with sexual and physical abuse while my biological mother was in prison. So much I often just keep it to myself to avoid the pity looks, you know the ones with the half tilted head and eyes that scream I have no idea what to say to you right now lol I've decided since the age of 8 I would not let my life get me down- I often feel like Job a lifetime of suffering. Like losing my brother for instance THAT was the hardest thing I have ever endoured and then I get a call from my mother... leaving a message saying it should have been me and not him and she felt bad I survived her abortion attemps... yep my own mother... anyhow as you can briefly see I have 2 options in life ... let all this inspire me and encourage me or let it get me down. I once had a psychologist tell me he has no idea how I function on a daily basis -theoretically I should be an addict or in a mental hospital. But for sure heavily medicated ... I am none of the above... I'm not better than anyone else who's been through trials um just different. Living like Job has made me who I am today and to celebrate actually making it to 40 I want to celebrate in the biggest way and that's by making the world a better place 1 family at a time... Thanks for listening to my story please consider donating or sharing my campaign and keep watching to see if we hit the goal!! Yes we anyone who donates as far as I'm concerned is part of my team and my team and all members will be listed if I make it in the Genius Book Of World records ! I've already contacted them and this is an open category and it could be all ours!! I'm so excited I need to wrap this up so I can get this going!!