Matti's Housing Fund

Matthew's Survival Fund 

I am asking you for your assistance to better my life after years of struggling with Mental Illness & HIV? I'm a 25 year survivor. 

Living with PTSD from a traumatic childhood, major depressive disorder, Anxiety disorder, Cognitive Disorder, Paranoia Disorder, Anxiety/Panic Disorders, and Bulimia Nervosa w/ Binge Eating Disorder. I just wished I could sleep! I want the reader to understand that I am not hopeless, I am not helpless, and that I will eventually pull myself up. But, not without your help? I want you to understand just how difficult this is; this account took a lot out of me. To expose my mental illness to the public, to ask strangers for help and asking them for money has been emotionally terrifying. So, please do not judge me?
I am grateful for my friends and family for all their love and support. I could not have made it this for without them.
UPDATE: I have graduated from Emily Griffith June 2nd 2017. I am now registered with Metro State University working towards my bachelor's degree majoring in sociology with a minor in human resources. 
I am currently homeless and living in the motel room funded by Colorado Health Network. Without them I'd be living on the street. I start a new job Sunday, June 4th with Habitat for Humanity. I see my future and nonprofit. It just touches me that way. 
I am to raising money for an apartment and to stay in this motel until July 1st.  I'm staying at the Belcaro Motel  on Colorado Boulevard and room 117. I am getting financial assistance for the next 10 days to stay in this motel room from Colorado Health Network. After that I will not be able to stay in this Motel I love them be homeless and on the street. Please help?

Thank you! From the bottom of my heart!