help me chop my boobies off (top surgery)

Hey:) My name is Ash, I’m an autistic 20 year old and I am nonbinary! I have a lot of dysphoria on my chest and my country’s public health system does not recognize non binary people, which means I, most likely, can’t access surgery unless I pay for it entirely (although I’m still actively trying) :( I’ve always been a very feminine person who loves to play around with colors, makeup, jewelry and clothes, and my dysphoria is making it impossible to be who I am… Unfortunately, I am extremely allergic to trans tape and binders make my meltdowns a lot worse, so binding has become mostly not an option for me, which has caused me a lot of pain :/ I just know having surgery would be such a relief and help my mental health improve a lot, because I would feel at home in my body:) However, my parents are in denial about my identity, and, as an autistic person, it’s been very hard to find a job, or, even when I’ve had a job, it’s extremely difficult to manage it, because I get so overwhelmed I can barely function outside of it. If anyone is kind enough to help me, I will be eternally grateful, genuinely. This amount covers the cost of the surgery and the compression binder. Thank you so much for reading<33