Help getting on my feet

Recently I was kicked out of my house. Ive decided to post what happened because I know it’s hard to believed the validity if the story isn’t present. I’ve shared this already with some and decided to copy and paste it because it would be easier and quicker. My dad suffers from PTSD and aloe of mental issues, we got in an argument and he freaked out he blew everything out of proportion and kicked me out, my mom ended up taking his side which is heart breaking seeing that I’m her daughter and usually a parent picks a child over their spouse maybe that’s just me thinking that, usually I find my way back home but this time they don’t want me home. My mom only heard my dads side which he doesn’t want to admit he was wrong. My home is very toxic, it’s a very dysfunctional home which breaks my heart To give a general explanation my home life has not not been the most functional, and there are many flaws in it. Ive always been embarrassed to talk about it because I try to be positive and put on a brave face, I didn’t want to look like “how can she help others if her life isn’t even out together”, and I guess that why I put so much in helping others, because I always felt like I couldn’t help myself at home. I love my family but I can’t pretend like it has been the most stable environment, many issues lie behind the scenes. I’ve been kicked out before and usually within a couple days I’ll run back and ask to come home, but this time it’s not that easy, I’m not wanted back home, and from
The conversations I’ve had with others, its not even best I go back. I don’t usually like to resort to this and quite frankly this my first time; I also dont like to ask for money or even help. I was questioning whether I should do this but figured it wouldn’t hurt to try. Please be aware you DO NOT have to give anything and I don’t expect anything, this is just for those who have offered to help.

I am currently staying at friends houses which I’m not sure how long I can stay for since I don’t have any money to offer for rent and the roommate will be returning soon. I’m currently not employed so I don’t have any money, but I am currently looking for jobs and hoping to find one soon so I can hopefully find a place ASAP, sadly places aren’t cheap and even if I found a job it would take awhile to be able to afford a place. I’m not someone who likes to ask for help as I mentioned so it’s very hard for me to feel helpless in a sense. I guess I just need a little help so I don't end up sleeping on the streets but quite frankly if that's what it comes to illicit have to take that as it is. Sadly I have no family around and not many close friends that love in the state so my resources are limited. I would do a donation stream but sadly all my streaming stuff is at the house I got kicked out of and I can't stream where i am.


I don’t expect anything but I want to say thank you ahead to anyone that contributes any money, you have no idea how much it means to me. Your support is enough for me and you give me so much strength, sadly it’s just a hard time and a bump in the road but do not feel bad or feel like you’re not doing anything if you can’t give, your kindness is enough for me. This is just for those who have offered some help to help get food and contribute to friends rent.❤️
(Sorry for the crappy description)