Chase Rayna Preemie fund

Chase is my daughter and she's been through a lot to get here. She's come a bit unexpectedly 11 weeks early. On March 25th 2017, she was supposed to be due June 5th... I believe she came early because the umbilical cord was wrapped around her neck several times. Everything that we have for her is either to big or we don't have it at all...I also have an 8yr old daughter who is oblivious to what's going on... She's the one who helped me by getting my neighbor to call 911... They thought I was going to deliver in the ambulance... When I got to the emergency room they had to do an emergency c section because she was trying to come out back first with her being breeched it was the safest thing they could do... My fiance rushed down to be by my side and couldn't because they had to put me to sleep because I could still feel everything... Because he left to be by my side they let him go and said he was not reliable because he left to be there for the birth of his child and had been there since September... my doctor gave him a note an everything...I'm still in excruciating pain so he has been making sure to help me with my every need because I physically can't do much...I do not wish a c section on anyone... The day they discharged me I still stayed by my infants side while she's in this incubator lay there sweetly just trying to get stronger ... I made a decision to go back to work so that I can take my maternity leave when she's ready to come home so that she has me when they release her...My car has broken down and it's difficult to get to see her... I have managed to get there once and stayed all night, but we are so low on funds that it's hard to keep food in the fridge... I tried to get to stay in the Ronald McDonald House but they were so full up that they didn't have anything even for people to use during the daytime even simply to take a shower...The work that I have missed to have her so unexpectedly has taken a toll on my family and I am unsure of how I will even pay rent this week... I don't want to reach out because I'm too prideful and I feel like others have needs... But the reality of it all is starting to sink in, I need help for her to get her things to be able to come home and keep a roof over our heads... Currently we are in a weekly Motel and it's very expensive.. I'm not asking for money to move I'm just trying to make one end connect to the other I'm having the reality of being very overwhelmed sink in...