#JusticeforVader

Okay here it goes to all my friends and family that know me and have been following my posts my sweet baby was shot and killed Sunday night I was bringing the dogs in for the night when people were letting fireworks off and I brought them one by one into their crates I thought I had locked all the crates apparently I only locked the top of Vader's crate he is an escape artist and must have found his way out in the one minute that it took me to walk to the back yard and grab my other dog felon which is in a run because he's aggressive to the other dogs. When I came into the garage to put the dog in his crate I noticed that Vader's crate was unlocked and I immediately grabbed my leash and ran around the block like a crazy person looking for him screaming his name and whistling I looked for about a minute when I realized he had got a little further than I anticipated I got my car keys and started driving around looking for him. I went around the cul-de-sac and I encountered two men I asked if they had seen my dog and I got the answer of no we haven't seen him so I said Thank you and left I made a left turn out of the cul-de-sac because something told me to. I didn't even make the turn yet when I seen Vader just sitting there like a good boy next to a field by my house. I was on the opposite side of him so I told him to stay that I was coming to get him. I made a u-turn and came back and I mediately knew that something was wrong when I got close enough to see that Vader's mouth was bleeding. I immediately exited my vehicle and went to my son's Aid. I picked him up and I told him let's go baby and I put him in the car as soon as I picked him up I can feel the blood running down my arm at first I thought he had been hit. I drove around like a crazy person looking for every single veterinarian in Moreno Valley that was possibly open after driving around for 10 minutes with no vets that were open I stopped on my brother's house because I had a dead cell phone with me and I begged for help. My brother and his wife came outside and carried Vader out of my car and we realize that he had been shot. My brother was on the phone frantically looking for a close enough 24-hour veterinarian's office that can help my dog live they were already expecting us the closest one was Arlington Animal Hospital on Van Buren and Arlington in Riverside California. I picked Vader back up put him on my lap laid him on my chest and tried to plug the hole as best as I could and wrapped him in a blankey. My sister was hitting 100 miles per hour on the freeway trying to get Vader to a vet. My sweet boy passed away as soon as we interchanged on the 91 freeway. I knew his time was getting closer so I hug them as tight as I could to my heart and I told him it's okay boy I know you tried and mommy loves you and you're safe with me now you can let go I know you're suffering. He looked on my face give me a kiss and I seen him take his last breath the whole time I'm kissing him and crying on his beautiful little fur telling him how much I loved him and how hard i know he tried to live for me. I held his Paw in my hand and told him I loved him. I seen his pupils dilate and I knew that my little boy was gone. We got to the vet's office 15 short minutes after he passed away. when I got there there was a lady by the name Karen Nichols that refused to give me service because I have no California ID I explained to her that I did not plan this and I left in an emergency. I was covered in blood from my baby's murder and begged her to please help me and I could have my husband Drive the California ID to the facility and she refused to let me use her phone. I even asked her if I can please leave Vader there because I didn't want to take my passed away puppy with me for my son's to see him like that and she refused to let Vader stay there telling me that I had to take my dog with me. I told her that I was an animal activist and that I would make her pay for this because she had no heart to make me take my deceased dog with me. Under no circumstances was I planning not to come back to the vet for my baby I wanted to come home get the stuff that was necessary so that I can go and give him the proper cremation. she carried my dog out of the room because I refused to leave the vet's office. She carried Vader's lifeless body outside and told me that if I didn't open my car door she would leave him outside. I open my car door and drove back to Moreno Valley with my dead dog in my lap. When I got home my family was so concerned about Vader because they didn't know if we had made it to the vet in time I was rushed by my husband my two kids and 3 Pitbull Brothers and sister. Everybody can see the grieve on my face when I told them that their brother hadn't made it my house immediately went into a grieving state and I had to tell them that I had Vader in the car still to make matters worse I had to get back in my car have my family follow me in a different car to take him back to the 24-hour veterinarian to have him cremated. I didn't have enough money in my account to pay for the cremation so I gave her $80 that I did have and one of my friends was trying to call it a donation and she was put on hold twice by Karen Nichols and she was very rude to my friend when she spoke to her on the phone and was taking her donation. I had just lived a night of horror and she made my night that much worse. they came and took Vader I kissed my sweet boy and told him how much I loved him and how sorry I was and I gave him one more last Paw and told him I would see him again very soon and then she immediately shoved him into a freezer. Didn't even close the garage door so I didn't see what she was doing. She didn't even let me pick a urn or anything special on a plaque to memorize him instead telling me that the only thing that they were going to put on there with his name. I came home and through almost a year of sobriety down the drain because I started drinking as much alcohol as I possibly could to forget about this. I stayed up late thinking who could have possibly done this to him I then called the vet's office and asked him to please place a hold on Vader for necropsy. They told me that that was ridiculous because it would cost $1,600 I told them I didn't care put him on hold. I contacted the police department at 7 in the morning came in contact with the deputy told him everything that happened I followed the blood trail of where I found Vader to where it eventually had started and then led to the front yard of one of my neighbor's house I gave the information to the PD and they did absolutely nothing telling me that they had no eyewitnesses or no proof that it was them. I've been living in hell since Sunday that my baby passed away and now the necropsy is done there was a report stating that he died from a gunshot wound because he bled out and the police man that's taking my report is taking a nice vacation until Saturday. I was being followed today by the person I believe that shot my dog. I called the police again only to be question of why I had a suspended license like I had committed some type of crime by calling him and asking him for help I explained to him but there was a report on file about my dog's murder and he didn't give a flying crap about anything. He proceeded to tell me to file a restraining order but then quickly told me that he doubts I will get one because there's not enough evidence that I was being followed and that it's not against the law to follow someone. I need to get the media involved I need Justice for my dog I need the person responsible for who did this to Vader to pay Behind Bars. it's gone so bad that I even want to move out of my house because I don't know if it's safe here anymore for my children or I. it is not that easy to move after you've lived here for 6 years and you've got great neighbors that love you and don't want you to leave. I want to Stand My Ground here but I don't want to have another tragedy like this happen ever again. I haven't cleaned my house in Sunday I barely took a shower this morning since Sunday I have my bloody clothes from my baby in a bag on the bathroom floor. My car is covered in blood I don't have the willpower to go on anymore. my 12 year old son and my eight year old son wake up in the middle of the night and cry for their brother. I want to be strong for them but the only thing that happens is I end up crying with them. this morning when we were being followed my son was scared for his life wondering if we were going to be shot as well. I can't even grieve for my because Justice hasn't been served. And they still keep committing crimes against us I'm scared for the rest of my animals my family and myself. I have contacted Gigi graciette from the Fox 11 News. She has told me that it's a complicated case but that she can possibly put pressure on the PD the evidence is there and before it gets washed away or it rains I need a volunteer to come and help me take more pictures as I was told to stay away from their house by the police. I am ready to get everybody involved to get Justice for my boy. Thank you to everybody for your enormous support donations and shares and concerns I am in no type of mood to do anything for myself so I am sorry if I'm not responding to messages or questions I'm not ignoring anyone I am just grieving. I'm dying inside and my heart is shattered in a million pieces because not only was my dog shot and killed there has been no justice for him any mother knows you cannot rest until whoever did this to your family pays. Thank you all i love you!  I want to start this campaign in order to raise money for a reward I want Justice For My Baby! Paypal is [email redacted].com #JusticeforVader.