R.I.P Thomas Barnes

If Toms family is reading this I want them to know that I loved Tom with all my heart and I didn't know for sure what was going on with the funeral/other memorial expenses but Tom was my family to and I at least owe him the effort. Please understand that I have been so stressed out and sad the last couple of days. I am so lost and heartbroken without Tom in my life and it has been hard to get through the days.  I am trying to stay affloat but need something to help me through these hard times in my life. Tom was the person financially supporting me and now that he is gone I don't know what to do. I was looking for a job but I have not been in the best state of mind lately. Whatever people have donated so far have helped me out so much. It is very touching to know that there are caring people out there and maybe there is hope after all.