Help me

Hello, I feel ashamed to ask but I need your help. I don’t usually ask for things from people I don’t know but I’ve been so isolated lately and I just don’t know what to do. My life has been turned upside down after the death of my father recently and I’m struggling to get back on track. I struggle daily with depression and since the death of my father I've been doing my best to stay afloat and I'm trying not to drown. Some days all I can do is try not to drown and that has taken a toll on my mental health and general wellbeing. The stress about my circumstances and from my mental health struggles has taken its toll on my body and my physical health, to a degree. I struggle daily to keep my hopes up and continue with basic tasks that many take for granted. I haven’t been able to be well enough to manage to work or keep up with my friendships which has left me alone and under extreme financial stress. I have been forced to move house as living alone is not something I can afford any more. I am moving out and it is taking every last dollar I have to do it. I’ve been receiving food and toiletries parcels from my local church and I couldn’t have survived without it. I can’t afford to pay for any basic necessities lately and this long term stress about my future and finances is starting to take a toll on my physical and mental health. I can barely afford to eat after paying for everything else, rent, bills, everything. I feel so hopeless and I don’t know what to do. I am embarrassed to ask for assistance but at the same time I have nowhere and no one to turn to. I hope to get enough to be able to get through at least the next few weeks. If you can spare any small amount of change you might have I would be eternally grateful to you. Please help me get back on my feet again. Thank you.