18 year old son in need of help

Hi, my name is Iftikhar Heslep and I had just lost my mom Marina Heslep on July 3, 2023 and I am all by myself with no other family. My mom was everything for me. My mother, My father, My mentor, My teacher, and My everything. Now I am a homeowner with a mortgage and bills and i just finished up high school and working a job that only nets about $1,600 a month . Anything helps and if you could donate it would mean a lot to me. The funds would go towards utility bills and debt that my mom occured during her life. Thank you and God Bless