Trying to survive on disability it’s not easy

I’m just trying to live my life in some type of comfort and dignity but social security just doesn’t pay enough. I’m always in need of small amounts to help out here and there. I live on a very small amount per month so it’s always nice to get a little help. I would work if I could I promise you that. Thanks for sharing if you are poor like me. Happy holidays. I know having ALS I try to make everyday happy as I can If I was just disabled I could adapt and deal with it, if I was in a wheelchair I could adapt and deal with it, if I couldn’t lift my arms I could adapt and deal with it but this constant decline is what is the hardest part of all this for me to deal with. It’s really tough knowing no matter how hard you try to get better you’ll just keep getting worse. Trust me it’s a heavy load to carry around every single day on a already weakened body. But I do still try to adapt to my ever declining condition and I try to do it with some type of pride. I’m just now coming up on my one year since my neck surgery and I’m much worse than I was but I guess I’m equally as happy. I just pray I can just stay like this for awhile. Sorry to vent. I do wish everyone a very happy holidays.