river’s top surgery

Hi my name is River and I am a 22 year old trans man and this is something I have been putting off for a very long time because the thought of asking people for money makes me feel so anxious and selfish but I can’t put this off any longer. I am filled with negative thoughts when it comes to my body and top surgery is something that is a necessity for me. I look down at my chest and feel.. wrong. I don’t want to feel that way anymore. I don’t want to look in the mirror and tear up because of how uncomfortable the way I look makes me feel anymore. I want to be happy and comfortable in my own skin and that is the only way I’ll be able to achieve that goal. I am only asking for help now because I’ve realized on my own this goal isn’t achievable anytime soon with my current financial and living situations. If you have any money you can spare I would greatly appreciate it.. anything helps. Thank you for your time.