Help Black Queer Woman Escape A Destructive Home

Hello everyone I am making this fundraiser myself I am in a tight spot and I try to not ask for help often. I am just pleading for help since I am over 18 I cannot call for CPS or runaway. My mental health has been in the dark since I was 12. If I could I’d be across the country today. But I am at my breaking point I do not have enough money to leave to the next city or state. I have college on hold since I cant even afford community college. My mother is against LGBT+, is completely racist and my father controls every aspect of money. My father cheated and my mother has trust issues and takes it out on all her kids. Everyday is a argument and 20 years have left me with depression, suicidal thoughts and anxiety. This money is to fund me moving away on my own, helping me enter college again and restart my life. I am not putting my real name to protect this from getting found by my parents. Thank you just thank you.