Break The Silence- Representation In Country Music
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The Story
My name is LJ Tyson. My pronouns are he/him. I am a singer/songwriter from Prince Albert, Saskatchewan. I am an indigenous person who identifies as part of the LGBTQ2+ community and for the past few years I have worked professionally in country music.
My time in country music has been very rewarding but at times it felt like I was up the river without a paddle. Every artist has to work hard and grind to get their music heard, but from personal experience, those in minority groups have to work that much harder.
Unfortunately country music has a long history of being non-inclusive to artists like myself. Indigenous artists aren’t given the same opportunities and face constant racism. I remember coming off stage feeling so proud I was able to wear a jean jacket with an indigenous design on the back. I was so proud to show it off and represent my culture while performing the country genre. Two men then came up to my mom and I after the show and said in a threatening tone “I wouldn’t wear that kind of stuff around here, you might get shot.” This horrified my mother, but I didn’t allow her to say anything or make it public because I was terrified. This is just one small example of situations indigenous artists have to face. Not to mention the systematic racism in the industry that we try so hard to combat.
When I came forward as a member of the LGBTQ2+ community and started to talk about it in my shows or online, many chose to ignore me, treat me differently, or accused me of spreading a “gay agenda.” All I wanted to do was spread visibility for LGBTQ2+ people and hopefully show that we had a place in country music.
On the street one night in Saskatoon, I was beaten to the point where I had my jaw broken. I went into shock and only remember certain parts of the event, but I do remember the words, fag, homo, and gay being thrown at me as insults. This is scary. We need to start to shed light on these situations and no longer keep pushing them under the rug because they are uncomfortable.
Representation is so important. I was fortunate enough to grow up with amazing family and friends that helped me block out the negativity. I’m sure my mom and dad were terrified when they found out they had a bisexual son, because we fear the unknown. There are virtually no examples of people like myself finding mainstream success in country music where I grew up, so I don’t blame my parents for the fear that I would treated differently or even worse, face different types of violence.
My hope is to become part of the solution. I want to be a part of the representation in country music that I want to see. I have wrote a song called “Home On The Rainbow” that is in the style and genre of country music. I have shared this song with many friends and fans and the stories that they share back always made me feel like this song was a perfect conversation starter.
I remember crying after writing the song. It wasn’t the most technically diverse song, the lyrics weren’t over the top deep, and it was only a few chords. But the emotion behind the song, and my true story woven in the lyrics spoke to my heart in an honest way.
Here is an acoustic performance of the song.
The Song
Home On A Rainbow
LJ Tyson
Conservative small place in the middle of Saskatchewan
Little boy’s got more to prove than anyone
He learns that girls like boys and boys like girls
And don’t you dare try change the world
But he’s gotta know
I want him to know
Yeah he should know
I need him to know
There’s a home on a rainbow
He plays the part but his true intentions grow
He’s the perfect actor on a tv show
His daddy don’t talk and his mamas just scared
But you can feel the truth
It’s in the air
But he’s gotta know
I want him to know
Yeah he should know
I need him to know
There’s a home on a rainbow
We don’t throw bricks and we don’t dress up
Small town living is hard enough
Hide and seek sounds fun
Until it’s done
Conservative small place in the middle of Saskatchewan
Old mans got more to hide than anyone
But he’s gotta know
I want him to know
Yeah he should know
I need him to know
There’s a home on a rainbow
The Future
My hope is to have this song professionally recorded and released in the most accessible way. I want this song to be accessible to anyone that needs it. The recording process is an expensive one and this is where I humbly ask for your support. Any donation is greatly appreciated and there is no donation too small.
My plan is to have this song released in June for Pride month, with a beautiful music video attached and a responsible but effective promotion plan.
If this song can change or potentially save one life, I want anyone who becomes a part of this campaign to feel like they are a part of that. This is much bigger then myself, it’s about all of us and working towards a future where we can all feel right at home wherever we are.
Thank you very much for listening to my story, please feel free to reach out if you have questions or just want to talk.
Organizer
LJ Kimbley
Organizer
Prince Albert, SK