please help me AGAIN!

i am so sorry to be like a broken record but i have no one else to turn to…i would like to express maybe some people who never helped me would do so now in a small way! like bands who slept at my house or ate mcdonald’s when they were starving or shows i paid you for because i knew you needed money…right now i can’t work i had a bad trigger last week and the crying hasn’t stopped..of course when i do get paid it’s less than one dj job back on the old days…how i miss those…my electricity and gas will be turned off and my SS will not pay my whole rent….i just need to get ahead a little so i can live my life stress free stop crying and try to be the strong woman most of you remember! i need her back before i lose myself forever….anything will help and believe me i don’t take this lightly if i could i would do a show to raise money but i just don’t know anyone anymore. whether you loved me or hated me whether i let you in for free or not please don’t hold anything against me i hold myself accountable enough.

that’s all i can besides thank you again and pray i never have to ask again.

all my love to you all…