A family in tough times

Hey everyone, as most of you know my name is Kevin and I’m a fire fighter paramedic with the fire department. I recently lost my loving wife to suicide. She was a 100% disabled Army veteran for PTSD and epilepsy. She was the most kind person I’ve ever met, and the most beautiful person on this planet. We fell in love on Valentine’s Day a few years back, it was the best times of our lives. God brought us together as true soulmates. We recently built a new home together and started our own family. Everything in life was answered and we were ready to open the next chapter of our lives. Unfortunately, this tragic event happened.. and she was taken from me in a blink of an eye. I recently started working for a different fire department, so I am in between life insurance policies. I am not sure the stepping stones for the future. At this time I am trying to put the pieces of the puzzle back together. Any assistance with helping during these hard times would be astronomically appreciated. Thank you I love you guys