Help Me Not Get Evicted

Hi my name is Malcolm-Aimé Musoni. Most of you know me personally just from loving me or my work or my tweets. In May, I moved to Los Angeles and I had a chunk of money saved up and thought it would last me awhile. But, as most of you know, money doesn't last long. I got hit with my worst bout of depression ever two months ago that made it very hard for me to do very basic things like shower, eat, and even work. I did a couple of freelance gigs but those ended and I'm still waiting to receive payment. I've recently came out of my really bad manic depressive episode, I didn't think I would survive. I thought about killing myself several times. I almost did it twice. But I didn't. I am here and now I'm being faced with eviction due to not having the money to pay rent for the past two and a half months as I have been dealing with severe depression and identity issues. To make ends meet I had my phone turned off and stopped paying my wifi bill as well as my credit card bills. I tried to apply for personal emergency loans but my credit is so bad due to not having the money to pay for the bills. 

I have always been someone who  likes to do things themselves and likes to take care of themselves. I feel so ashamed that I even have to do this or ask for help. I should have done this months ago but I thought I could take care of it myself. I hate to even ask for help. This pains me but I need help. I can't do this by myself or alone. I need your help. Any amount of money helps, if you can submit here or venmo me whatever u can i would greatly appreciate it,

my venmo is malcolmmusoni and its probably easier to send money there because GoFundMe be taking money out and you have to wait 2-5 days to transfer it to your bank account.

thank you. i love you.