Recovering from abuse and the justice system

for the last 7 years I have been pursuing justice through the court system against the man who sexually abused me when I was a child, after going through two trials he was convicted and spent over a year in jail, he appealed, was granted a retrial and was recently acquitted. He is now allowed back into the community to work with children again. This has been a major setback for me and I am returning to hospital to have treatment for complex PTSD, depression and anxiety. This has effected my ability to work and enjoy my life. I’ve been suicidal and have been lacking the motivation to do many things I previously enjoyed. I am asking for help because I need it. I need to pay for specialist EMDR treatment to try and heal from this and lessen my PTSD symptoms, I need money to pay for my anxiety and depression meds which are expensive because they aren’t on PBS. I need help to pay for psychology sessions and health insurance for my hospital stay. Centrelink isn’t enough to cover all of this and the cost of living. I need kind words from people and encouragement because the world seems like a garbage place at the moment. Not just for me but for a lot of people out there suffering. If you have the time just a message would mean so much and if you happen to be in a financial position to help know that your contribution would be going towards my medical expenses for recovery.

$100 is a month supply of my antidepressants- 50mg of agomelatine

$240 is a 55 minute psychology session. Which after the 10 subsided ones we get from the government are full price after that

$350 is a months worth of health insurance

$2000 is specialist EMDR psychiatrist for two weeks of therapy.

Anything you can contribute, monetary or moral support will be greatly appreciated. X