Help Emmili afford top surgery

Hi, my name is Emmili and I am a queer non-binary person. My pronouns are often she/them.

Please help me get top surgery!

I have never liked the way my body looks or felt like I belong in this body. I feel like an alien in my own body. And most of that stems from hating my chest. I have huge breasts. Looking for bras is like looking for Atlantis. And the pain in my neck/shoulders/back is constant. It's been a topic for bullies to attack me on, and men to sexualize me for since I was very young. I don't feel feminine or comfortable as being perceived as such. 

Maybe top surgery isn't the solution, but it's a step towards who I really am.

My dream is to feel like me. In Sweden you dont get financial help with breast reductions/top surgery when you are fat (according to bmi). But according to bmi I am fat, and havealways been fat. And my breasts has always been huge. And painful both physically and mentally.

I am currently living on welfare because of my mental health and I can't afford this surgery that could finally make me feel like myself. 

I have no interest in fitting into society or bend over backwards to meet some criteria that is outdated. 

I just want to feel like me. 

Please help!