Help Ashley Victim of Sexual Assult

Hey, my name is Ashley I'm 29 years old. I'm an Asian American. I'm fundraising for help with bills. I have been struggling with my mental health early in my childhood. from my dad calling me fat to him having me join weight watchers at the age of 8. At one point he didn't think I was his daughter. I was bullied in school.I have a lot of mental health problems that I managing. I don't have a really good support team when it comes to family that will help. My mother and I don't speak due to me being on medication for my disorder. I'm here hoping a stranger can help by donating 1 or 5 dollars so I can meet my goal. Its hard for me to ask for help so I'm taking a chance here.

I experienced a traumatic experience 2 years ago. February 8th and the 9th of 2022. It was an ordinary day till it was night time. My ex was drinking. I was watching tv upstairs and I asked him if he would spend time with me. Then all of a sudden he yells running up the stair "I'm going to kill you* he grabs me off the chair pulling my left arm and throws me on the ground. He then started touching me aggressively and I was in tears telling him to stop. Everytime I got up he would kick me on the ground. He pulled my hoodie over my face and tried to suffocate me. I tried pushing him away then he grabbed my arm and pulled me our bed. I'm not going to go into detail but I froze and had a big bruise on my left breast from him pulling so hard. I cried in pain telling him to stop. I then told him I had to use the bathroom and that's when I tried running for my phone. He chased after me . We fought over my phone and I got it back hiding it under me. Saying stop I didn't do anything to you. He kept yelling at me. Then I heard someone speaking and I picked up my phone and 911 was on the line. During the fight over my phone one of us hit the emergency button. Thats most of my story. Can't talk about it anymore as I'm tensed right now writing my story. To be honest it's a miracle that I'm alive. The effects of being a survivor of domestic violence/sexual assault can do some damage to someone's mental health. I've been struggling to get back on my feet due to not having the best support team at home which lead to a fallen out. I'm starting to feel my emotions. With that being said I suffer from PTSD,nightmares, depression, and anxiety.

As I'm healing and working on my mental health and going to therapy, I would like to raise money for a car. Living in a small town and relaying on other people can be difficult. If I had my own car I wouldn't have to worry about transportation and I can travel to a town that has more jobs available. I can't afford rent and other bills.