Help Paris Pay For Top Surgery?

What do you wish for when you blow out your birthday cake candles or blow an eyelash for luck?

If I’m honest with you… Mine is to align my soul with my body and get the chest I’ve always dreamed of.

Ever since I was a kid, I have always felt so disconnected with my gender identity and look down at my breasts knowing that they shouldn’t be there. You know that feeling of a constant shadow following you like a dark version of Peter Pan's shadow? It's silent but always there, always waiting, always in the background, always attached. That is what my chest feels like to me...
All my life I’ve had dysphoria which has taken a huge hit on my mental health, I have never felt like my chest was mine, and have always dreamed of a flat chest since I can remember. Enough is enough, I've waited 31 years and won't wait a moment more. There's only so far antidepressants can take you... Life is way too short to be unhappy, and I'm doing what I can to learn to love me for the first time, but to be able to feel a sense of body euphoria, they just have to go. 

I’m Non-Binary and have been referred to an NHS Gender Identity Clinic, yet the waiting list can take up to 3-4+ years just to be seen for the first appointment. 

I finally have the courage to start being open about how I’m feeling and how badly I want to have top surgery, which has been the most free I have ever felt in my life.  I love what the NHS do for you, for us, for our friends and family, and because they are so swamped, this is why it takes such a long time to be seen. 

 

If you want to support my journey whether it's 50p / £1 etc - I really appreciate it, as you'll help me get 1 step closer to finally being me physically!

 

Paris x