Widow in need of help

Good evening, Thank you for taking the time to look into my situation.

I am a young Widow.

My name is Briana Scotti.

My wonderful husband was hit and killed in a skydiving accident on April 1st of this year at Skydive Deland in Florida.

My husband’s name is Giulianno Falabella Scotti.

My husband died 15 days before my birthday.

My 25th birthday was on April 15th.

That weekend I thought I was pregnant and we spoke about starting to have our children with in the next five years.

After my husband passed away my body and mind went into a state of shock and I haven’t had my menstrual cycle the past 7 months. My body and mind have be in an indescribable state.

My Husband being killed in a Skydiving accident on April first, “ April fools day “ was beyond what my brain could understand. I was praying to god it was all a sick joke.

I never got to see him again, I had to cremate his body because he was so severely damaged from the accident he was unrecognizable for a proper funeral.

My husband and I lived in an RV and traveled the country working in the Skydiving Industry together.

Now it’s just me in our RV.

i am now a yoga and Pilates instructor, I practice medicinal medicine, I’m a photographer, a professional dancer and a successful artists.

I decided if I will continue on living I will pour my energy into something I can inspire others to live!

life is so precious and so short. I want to remind people life is worth living! I have to share love and peace. I have to share positive vibrations. I have to be the difference I want to see in this world!

No life Insurance policies cover skydiving.

I always thought the people involved or the Company where my Husband was killed would reach out to try to help me in some way. But, they have not and I don’t think they are going to..

And that’s okay! Ive come along way without there help! I am so thankful to god for my strength. God has been taking care of me this entire time!!!

The past seven months I've worked really hard to get my peace of mind right. Ive been working really hard to get my life back together again.

When my husband passed away.

I lost my appetite completely! I normally weigh 135, 140. i’ve always been a very athletic person through out my life and I’m so thankful!

I completely believe because I’ve lived my life, eating healthy, and taking care of my body and my mind.

that thats the reason I have been able to survive this experience!

I got down to 105 within the first Month and half of my husband passing away and I’m still working on getting back to a healthy weight again. My sleep schedule was a nonexistent. I had no sense of time. My concentration was beyond difficult. I haven’t had my menstrual cycle for the past 7 months. My hormones have changed. My body went into fight or flight mode and I’ve been dealing with post traumatic stress disorder, depression, shock and much more.

Me and my husband lived together as one.

We where best friends, lovers and we worked together. We really were a team in this journey of life. Once he had passed away. my life completely flipped upside down and I became severely depressed.

The past 7 months I’ve put the hard work into myself! My health mentally and physically. Trying to find my peace of mind.

I was confronted with the question, is life worth living with out my best friend, my soulmate. The man that was supposed to be the father of my children. The man I was supposed to grow old with ..

I decided I will live. I’ve been thinking long and hard the past 7 months. studying all the reasons I want to live.. I know god must have some reason for me to be here on this earth. he must have some great plans for me. God has blessed me with a beautiful heart. Out of all the darkness I’ve experienced in my life I still choose light!

I choose love and peace. I've decided to dedicate my life to healing, health and expressing positive energy into this world!

I’ve been putting in so much hard work to get my life back together. Finding my peace of mind.

Giulianno was my only family. And it’s been just me since he has passed..

when Giulianno and i met it was love at first sight! We went out the next day and had been together ever since.. He was everything I ever dreamed of and more.. I believed then and even more now that he was a gift from god. he taught me so much about love! And, he is still the biggest impact on my life regarding so many things but love is the biggest of all..

When he died and over the past 7 months no one showed up to my house. No one came to hug me or sit with me. no one came to make sure I was eating or showering, sleeping, No one came?

I wondered what giulianno must have been thinking about the situation I was in.. I wondered if he was curious the same as I, where are all of our friends?

I've always understood many people today are very disconnected. When my husband died I really got to deepen my knowledge and understanding at just how deeply people are disconnected. Vultures and attention seekers.. Everyone is so caught up in ego, people are more caught up in having, instead of actually being..

One thing I’ve always lived by in my life and that has always been true..

actions speak louder than words.

And, in time truth will always prevail.

and as long as I follow my heart, everything will be okay.

my husband dedicated his life to the skydiving community. More than 20 years in the sport, over 10,000 skydives. He was Multi rated, he was a Rigger, He was a Fluid Wings athlete. he was the first Brazilian to have a mutant harness, and one of the first few people to have the mutant harness in the world. He competed in swooping competitions, free flying competitions and so so much more!!! I could really go on and on about all the incredible achievements he made in his life! BASE jumping, Black Belt Brazilian jiu-jitsu, mountain biking, snowboarding, wake-boarding, paramotor pilot and so much more!

Even though skydiving was such a big part of his life and he’s skydived all over the world. Giulianno still had so many other things he was apart of. He was truly an epic person!

I feel beyond great full to have been his wife and shared so many years together, literally everyday!

he was so wonderful and he made me laugh all the time! My miss my best friend! I miss my lover!

me and my husband worked hard for what we have. we both came from nothing!

He was the first person to fully see me and I him hahaha! our connection was divine!

anyways, I’ve worked really hard to get myself to this point! The past 7 months has been the biggest wave of my life and I’ve learned how to surf like a pro haha going with the flow!

And, Being one with the universe.

I've taken the time and put in the work to get my peace of mind! Going from not wanting to live to now being excited to share my positive energy with the world, to knowing I can make an impact especially for those who have been in similar shoes to mine.. fuels me to keep going!

just because I choose to be a positive person does not mean that it has not been indescribably hard! Giulianno passing away is the hardest thing I will ever experience in my life..

when Giulianno passed away we had a little bit of money saved for a rainy day. Neither of us ever imagined that I would be rationing that money to take care of my self the past 7 months because he passed away in a skydiving accident.

and I would loose my mind.

some people ask why I couldn’t get a job in the past 7 months. My question is where were those people in the past 7 months? Haha!?

no one helped pick me up off of my floor as I cried my heart out. in the past 7 months no one made sure I ate? No one made sure I was showering or sleeping properly.. no one come by to hold and hug me as I cried…

a handful of people in the beginning tried to take advantage of the situation.

they mis judged me because I choose to be sweet and playful person, It does not mean I have not experienced many things in my life..

I know now everything has divine timing everything I went through in my life has prepared me for this experience..

for those that are reading you would be truly disgusted if you knew what all exactly I was dealing with, not only just my husband being killed in a skydiving accident and my life changing forever but also having to deal with people trying to take advantage of my situation.

it was truly devastating!

the past 7 months I’ve taken the time for myself, to meditate, to find peace! I was drowning in the fact that everything I worked so hard for and wanted. the most important person in my life was taken away from me in a blink of an eye.

I was confronted with the question of what truly matters in my life! And if I want to go on living?

and I chose to go on living. I’ve gone deep within myself! And now I know a new chapter in my life is starting..

I need help! Please and thank you so much!

5$ or 10$ anything will help. And, I will be truly grateful for anything, every penny counts!

I’ve put off setting up a Gofundme. I know I should have done it immediately after Giuliannos death. I just didn’t care about money, bills or normal everyday worry’s.

I wasn’t eating or sleeping.. I was completely consumed by a feeling, a deep state of mind that I have yet been able to describe fully in words…

I found a new place to park my RV,

Ive found a few new jobs.

I’ve been burdened not only by the expenses of my husband’s death, But also the new expenses of putting my life back together.

I currently do not have any money at all! The money I have been rationing has run out and I’m starting all over and I really need some help!

I had to evacuate from Seminole Florida due to hurricane Milton. I did not have the money for gas to evacuate and now I am stuck because I had to replace my back tire on my RV.

i don’t have gas money to get back home.

The money donated will be used to get me back home to Florida.

The money donated will be used to help get a place to properly park my rv, I can take a proper shower, food. Gas to get to work. Start the new chapter in my journey

The money donated will be used for relief during the hardest experience of my life. The money donated will help me continue to live my life.

I’ve decided the best way to thank everyone and keep everyone updated along the journey is through my social media accounts.

please, feel free to check in with me or follow along my journey through Instagram, Tik tok, YouTube.

My social media accounts can be found by

Briana Scotti or Follwoing the sun.

Thank you so much for your time and your help!

Blue skies and positive vibrations to all.

Briana Scotti.