I need money to get by

Hi my name is Romy

I am looking for donations to get by

I am sorry if i am rushing you but i signed up for euthanasia this year and don't feel anything would help me no more but if i would gain the money i might be able to live a fortunate life after all

romy marylou amber joosten <[email redacted]>

Wed, Sep 11, 6:21PM

to medisch.administratie

Hello my name is Romy Marylou Amber Joosten

I have been living in institutions since my car accident at the age of 10 on April 15, 2000

I lost my father on January 30, 2022 he was there for me every day he suddenly died of cardiac arrest at the age of 78

I suffer very much mentally from the fact that my freedom has been taken away from me for years and I have never been able to build anything I could never start a family because of my illness and loneliness and homesickness for home where I will never come again the pain in my heart from all the confinement the loss of my father through the 25 years with homesickness and since his death

My euthanasia request is not taken completely seriously by several people who want to force me to continue life

My brain was badly damaged by my car accident at the age of 10 and I have been in institutions ever since and my life has been taken from me for 25 years

future treatments are not available the only prospect is to go back to an institution without freedom

I am very sure that I want euthanasia even though some people do not agree with it I also believe in life after death and want to be reunited with my father in the hereafter

I have been dragged from institution to institution for 25 years and with great lack of love and family my mother is 71 and can no longer do anything for me she is too old and thinks that I should become independent so also not live with her and pick up my life there

I would like euthanasia also because my wish to have children can never be fulfilled in this life at least I am not allowed to have children then I have to give them up for adoption

because I cannot take care of them

also because I have been suffering mentally for so long I want euthanasia

it is a pain that I carry in my heart even though people don't see it that quickly

I have been talking about wanting euthanasia since my father died and this is always pushed aside or dismissed as nonsense or jokes or giggles or threats but it is what I want

I just received your message today with what is needed for the euthanasia request

I had this printed and have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow instead of a psychologist and will then hand him the printed version

Kind regards

Romy Marylou Amber Joosten

Your registration

Inbox

Euthanasia Expertise Centre <[email redacted]>

Tue, Sep 17, 4:55PM

to me

Dear Mr./Ms. Joosten,

We have received your registration in good order. The Euthanasia Expertise Centre is dealing with a high number of requests for help. As a result, it may take 1-2 weeks before you receive a response from us. It is not useful to contact us by telephone about your registration before you have received our response. We aim to inform you as soon as possible about the further progress of your registration.

Kind regards,

Medical Administration

Euthanasia Expertise Centre

My name is Romy Marylou Amber Joosten

I had a car accident at the age of 10 years old and got into a 4 day coma

I have brain damage as a result my cortex is damaged my frontal lobe is damaged and the brake on my emotions doesn't work anymore

I am living inside psychiatry and even been to four juveniles placed by youthcare because there was no treatment for my brain damage at the time

I am living inside psychiatry and the four juveniles for 24 years now

Psychiatric history:

2000: serious car accident with brain damage. No focal neurological abnormalities. Later

examination frontal light encephalopathy, relatively normal ECG, no focal neurological deficit.

Start rehabilitation, this interrupted due to behavioural problems.

2000-2001: admission to Zon en Schild: organic psychosyndrome: problems with

impulse regulation, affect regulation, no insight into illness, restlessness, judgement and critical disorders,

poor day filling.

2002: Out-of-home placement to child-youth psychiatry NAH group, then transfer to child-youth psychiatry LVG. Many behavioural problems, oppositional LVG ended prematurely. Pt

does not accept authority, aggression towards objects. 2003: Frequent outbursts of anger, suicidality, self-mutilation, eventually judicial

crisis placement

2004: Closed admission Rentry Lelystad (orthopedagogical institution), in 2005 transfer to

closed group

2006: first contact Winklerkliniek, outpatient treatment

08-06-2006 IBS placement in Karakter Zetten due to suicidality and multiple TS (pills, to track) interpreted as fitting with psychotic

decompensation (psychotic, suspicious statements). In 2006 also short time-out at PAAZ in Arnhem

2007: Admission Winklerkliniek Wolfheze, then living with father, then crisis placement

juvenile detention

2008: psychotic decompensation

2010: Admission Octaaf in consultation with Winklerkliniek, outpatient treatment at Thalamus

2013-04: admission Tiel due to psychotic decompensation, recovered despite no use

of prescribed haldol

23-4-2013: admission adult ward Braamberg, IBS not confirmed (psychotic condition faded with haldol depot 100

mg/4 weeks)

2016: psychotic decompensation with admission to successively guest placement Tiel and

adult ward Braamberg Arnhem. Aripiprazole Ix/month 400 mg and 10 mg orally Indeed.

Paranoid psychotic condition faded. However, pte has sexual contact with a fellow pt

and is difficult to limit in this. Due to disturbed impulse regulation, she breaks down the wall between two

bathrooms. Pt stays for a short time at ZoZijn Doetinchem but is transferred back to the

Braamberg mountain due to aggressive and explosive behavior.

2017: multiple admissions to Braamberg clinic adults due to behavioral problems. September

2017 transferred to Octaaf

2019: Pro Persona Nijmegen, eventually stay at Braamberg Arnhem until 2021

2021: on 18-11 taken over by LVZ department Duet in Wolfheze

oct 2023 taken over by mezzo in Wolfheze till now a days

My accident on Oranjeweg Rheden April 15 2000

below the last press publication about me

Nibiru Joseph Mengele Praktijken Nederland

Dr. Mengele practices in the Netherlands (video)

Thursday, September 12, 2019 10:02

Dr. Josef MengeleTime and again you read how happy we Dutch are according to the statistics, but when asking that question they skipped Romy and thousands of fellow sufferers.

Romy is a girl who was hit by a car when she was 10 and still now, 20 years later, is in hell every day.

Do we have any idea what happens behind the closed doors of psychiatric institutions? Do we know in what horrible way some people are "treated" there? We already got a look behind the scenes via the now, after great pressure, released Bernd Ebbo Visser, in the same Pro Persona clinic in Arnhem, De Braamberg, where Romy, now 18 years old, has also been imprisoned.

We call what Romy describes in a personal letter, Dr. Mengele practices, because all this has nothing to do with the well-being of people, but everything to do with torture. And that is not something we come up with here on the spot. The Netherlands signed a UN resolution for human rights in 2016 and violates it on a daily basis. We as a population are partly responsible for that. Romy spent about 3 years in solitary confinement out of a total of 18 years! That is considered by the UN as one of the most serious and traumatic tortures you can inflict on a human being.

According to UN rapporteur Juan Mendez in 2011:

"In his opinion, minor prisoners and people with mental disabilities should never end up in solitary confinement. According to Mendez, solitary confinement is abused in many countries."

Most of us have no idea what happens in such places and that is why this open letter from Romy Joosten, a young woman of now 30 who had the misfortune of being hit by a car when she was 10.

Open letter

Romy Joosten

I was hit by a car while cycling and as a result I have a damaged cortex, frontal lobe, called NAH (Non-Congenital Brain Injury).

Instead of treating me, I was put in a youth prison "Het Poortje" in Groningen by Youth Care at the age of 13 because there was or would be no room elsewhere.

At that time there were 800 children like me, who had done nothing criminal but were sick, in the Youth Prison because there was no other place, the youngest was 7 years old..! They had closed all those institutions, probably thinking "If we don't have hospitals, we don't have any sick people either..!! and when the UN protested against detention in a Youth Prison, they changed the name Youth Prison to Judicial Youth Institution and said that they had no Youth Prisons. But I and all those other 800 children were there subjected to the same punishment regime as the criminals.

I had to undress naked when I had visitors, because then I had to be searched... bend over and spread my buttocks so they could look in my ass and through the knees and then they looked in my vagina to see if my father, who had been visiting, had smuggled in any drugs. Well, he certainly doesn't want any of that..

When I had to go to the hospital I got a stick through my trouser leg, so that I walked with a stiff leg.. in public through the hospital.. like a criminal with ONE leg straight out in front of me waiting in the hospital waiting room until it was my turn. I can still hear that stick tapping, everyone looked around to see where that sound came from.

I was ashamed to death.. I still am when I think about it.. I was 13 years old.. a search is just assault.. I was sick and NOT a criminal... and that was the NAH treatment I received from then on.. injections and pills. No trauma processing, no psychotherapy or EMDR, none of that. Via Rentray prison I ended up in psychiatry (Pro Persona) instead of in a NAH rehabilitation clinic.

That whole damn psychiatry has only pumped me full of anti-psychotic poison so far, which makes you unable to think, ruined me and brought me misery... never helped... They give me life-threatening medication, now for 18 years in a row, never been without that crap... I can cry, pray and beg just as much, they don't listen to me, I have been made totally powerless, I have had no education since then, everything I know I got from the internet and YouTube, they have molested me, mentally and physically, stuffed me with anti-psychotics, which, according to research, shorten a human life by 15 to 30 years...

In the meantime I can't go anywhere, they are selling my house from under my ass and waited with the sale until I had to let myself, because of those forced so-called "medicines" be bundled into all kinds of institutions where I don't belong and certainly don't feel at home.

It's shameful how they've treated me everywhere these past 18 years.. They've taken away my entire childhood….

All in all I was locked up in an isolation cell for 3 years, because no one listened to me.. and out of helpless anger I threw a cup, for example, HUP 3 months in the isolation cell. ! I throw them up one by one.

My father tries everything to get the right treatment, but that is also not heard. They never see the good things or the things that I do or did well. They only have words for the things that I do wrong in their eyes, and then I was thrown into the isolation cell by six to eight men every now and then, all in all for about 3 years.

Injuries that I sustained were never medically treated. "My own fault." they said.. and then I went with my father to his family doctor.. Shameful!! and they just make promises that I would be helped off the medication by the psychiatrist.. not true at all.! He doesn't reduce a damn thing!! .. He just keeps feeding me more pills and remedies ...

I finally want to get what I am entitled to, and what I have been longing for for the past 18 years .. the right NAH treatment. Being at home, with mom or dad or in my own home .. Bought it myself and without all that nagging on my mind .. Oh she didn't come home one night call the police, because she is absolutely not allowed to do that ..

I am no longer a little child, I turned 30 in August. They took away my entire youth, After all, those people from Pro Persona have also simply made me serve a sentence for the past 12 months, because I got angry and threw a cup through the canteen, in a closed ward !! Well, that happens in everyday life too, then you can throw half of the Netherlands in solitary confinement. It's over with everyone ..

I want to hire a Dutch or American (personal injury) lawyer. One who FIGHTS FOR HUMAN RIGHTS.. BECAUSE THE LAWYER I HAVE NOW IS SUPER WORTHLESS DOESN'T DO A SHIT FOR ME.. SO I NEED AN AMERICAN OR DUTCH LAWYER WHO WILL FIGHT FOR ME AND ME ALONE IN COURT TO FINALLY GET JUSTICE FOR 18 YEARS OF SOLEMN CONFLICT BY THE COURT (judicial authorization requested by Pro Persona), YOUTH CARE, HEALTHCARE..

I WANT A HUMAN RIGHTS LAWYER WHO WILL GET ME OUT OF HERE. I WOULD LIKE TO GO TO NORWAY WHERE THEY DO GIVE GOOD NAH TREATMENT (!), SO THAT I CAN FINALLY GO HOME TO A PLACE THAT I CAN CALL “HOME” ..

I DON’T WANT TO BE HERE .. I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE AND GO HOME .. BUT THEY THINK I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE DOING .. BURST ME UP, SELL MY HOME AND THEN IN THE MEANTIME BURST ME UP SOMEWHERE AND SAY THAT I CAN’T LIVE ALONE FOR THE TIME BEING .. WHILE THEIR BROCHURE STATES THAT THEY WILL GUIDE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE IN A HOME SITUATION .. WELL, THAT’S WHAT I’VE EXPERIENCED, I WAS IN MY OWN HOME AND THEN THEY COME BY FOR A FIFTY-FIVE MINUTES A WEEK, GOT AN ABILIFY AN ANTIPSYCHOTIC DEPOT AND ANTIPSYCHOTIC PILLS THAT MAKE YOU NO LONGER KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALIVE, WHO YOU ARE OR WHERE YOU ARE, AND THEN THEY ARE GONE AGAIN..

I'M SICK OF IT.. I'VE BEEN IN PRISON FOR 18 YEARS BECAUSE I WAS HIT BY A CAR ON MY BIKE HEAD-ON "THEY'RE CHARLATANS" DAD ALWAYS SAYS AND HE'S RIGHT. KILOS OF ANTIPSYCHOTICS UNDER FORCE.. WHEN I LIVED ALONE FOR A FEW WEEKS OR MONTHS THEY WOULD STILL COME AND INJECT ME FULL OF THEIR POISON.. I GAINED 65 KILOS OF THAT CRAP.. I'M TERRIFIED OF THOSE PILLS AND INJECTION PILLS WITH THAT POISON THEY INJECT ME FULL OF, AND SOLENOID CELL..! BACKWARDS SHIT PSYCHIATRISTS BUNCH OF SCAMMERS..

I HAVE BEEN TREATED BY PRO PERSONA FOR 18 YEARS, AND I HAVE NOT MADE ANY PROGRESS, BUT THEY HAVE FILLED THEIR POCKETS BY DECLAREING EXPENSIVE ANTIPSYCHOTICS THAT DO NOT HELP.. IS THERE A HUMAN RIGHTS LAWYER, HELP..! PLEASE HELP …! ROMY JOOSTEN

So far Romy's letter and here is the list of medications that she is required to take every day. In summary, it concerns several types of antipsychotics, tranquilizers, muscle relaxants (antipsychotics cause muscle spasms), hormones, painkillers, sleeping pills, statins and diabetes medications. If one of us were to take this in one go, there is a big chance that you would drop dead on the spot..

Drug list Romy Joosten AGEMBIFROZIL 600mg 1x tablet ARIPRPAZOL POWDER for njection 400mg mg wwsp depot starts 24-12-2018 ARIPIPRAZOL 10MG TBL 2X PER DAY ZUCLOPENTIXOL / CISORDINOL 10MG 1X PER DAY DIVISUN COLECALCIFEROL 800ie TBL 1X PER DAY CARBOMER EYE GEL 2MG / CARBOMER 980 Left eye 1x PER DAY DEPOT-PROVERA injection 150ML 1X PER 12 WEEKS intramuscular start 08/03/19 GEMFIBOZIL 600MG TBL 1X PER DAY HALOPERIDOL/HALDOL injection 5mg/l ampoule 1ml START 08 03 2019 LEVOMEPROMAZINE 25mg 1x PER DAY 2 tbl=50mg LORAZEPAM 1MG TBL 1 A 2X PER DAY LORAZEPAM INJECTION 150MG / 1 ML START DEPOT 14-08-2018 METFORMIN 61a 850MG TBL 3X PER DAY MEDR OXYPROGRESTERON injection 150 MGWWSP 1 ML 1X PER 12 WEEKS START 18-12-2018 NOZINAN nn25bs 3X PER DAY OXAZEPAM round white 25MG/50bs 2/3X PER DAY PARACETAMOL 500MG WHEN NEEDED BY PAIN PROMETHAZIN injection 25MG DRG or 2X2ml intermuscular PER DAY

ROSUVASTATINE round pink 20MG TBL 1X PER DAY

There is no person in the world who can function normally when they are given the above laundry list of chemical "medicines". Mandatory, because there is no question of any voluntariness here. ..

Here too, there is coercion and here too, there is a court that gives the institution carte blanche to "treat" Romy in this way.

The father has been trying to improve the circumstances for his daughter for a long time, but he keeps running into a wall. When he very recently tried again to not have his daughter's RM (judicial authority) extended, he received the following answer from the head of the institution where Romy is now staying.

That doesn't seem like a good idea to me. A certain degree of, if necessary forced, guidance is a prerequisite for having any chance of success in a follow-up process. Especially in the case of change, the chance of disruption is very high and then you have to be able to intervene quickly. I don't understand your resistance to a RM. As long as things are going well, Romy doesn't notice anything and she is not disadvantaged by it either. In the case of disruption, a RM offers the opportunity to quickly prevent worse. In short, I do not support your proposal to remove the RM.

The RM has been extended again for a year. According to the institute, Romy is doing well, but that is not the case at all. That is also clearly deducible from the letter she wrote above and all the junk they still give her every day. Her father also confirms this to us and it is also on his Facebook page where he fights for his Romy.

And the institute speaks about the chance of success in a follow-up trajectory? What follow-up trajectory; Romy has been simply stuffed and injected with chemical junk for 18 years, has diabetes because she has become so fat from all this and is only sliding further down.

Follow-up trajectory? Death, is that perhaps what is meant? But she is not allowed to talk about that herself, despite the fact that it is one of the many known side effects of all the junk she is given, because suicidal thoughts are again a reason to impose even more coercion on her.

Romy, a drugged prisoner in the system, whose only crime is that she was in the wrong place at the wrong time and got hit by a car.

What a lucky country we live in.