Please help trans teen escape fathers sexual abuse

After convincing from a close friend and the rapid decline of my physical and mental health I’ve decided to make this fund to help secure me a safe stable living space away from my abusers. 

After my mom passed away I lived on the streetsfor 5 months before I was in a physical altercation that left me with a concussion forcing me to return to my fathers house begging for a place to stay. He allowed me to return with the condition that I stopped dressing like a women, that I go by my birth name (Garrett), that I cut my hair and also that I lose my virginity by sleeping with one of his female friends in front of him to prove that he was not allowing a gay person to live in his home. With no other option I agreed. This wasn’t the end unfortunately as time went on the abuse got worse. I’ve been beaten, tased, had foreign objects forced into my body, my puppy Nova was shot and thrown in the dumpster, I’ve been forced into bestiality acts, starved and locked in the basement for days at a time, forced to consume bodily fluids at gun point,  locked out of the home and had to sleep outside, as well as often being forced into performing sexual acts not only with my father and his girlfriend but he also has let men come in the home at night and rape me in return they pay him (many of which knowingly have transmittable diseases). All of this has taken a serious toll on my physical health. I know if I’m able to make it out alive I will need intensive medical care. I’m in constant pain my heart rate wont go below 120bpm and I’m 5’10 & 112lbs and my weight keeps decreasing. I’m constantly sick with terrible migraines that never seem to go away. I am closely monitored by my father and currently unable to seek out medical help. 

I attend online schooling full time. Although with everything going on my mental health is  deteriorating and I’m finding it hard to keep up with it. I’ve tried to reach out to family members in the past only to be rejected. Anytime I’ve reached out about whats happening they contact my father in turn making the abuse worse. I suffer from Clinical depression as well as anxiety. My father uses that to invalidate my claims when I reach out to family for help and often details how he plans on taking my life if I ever try to  tell anyone what’s  going on.

Because I am closely monitored by my father I have a trusted friend helping me run this fund and they will be withdrawing any donations I may get and keeping it safe until I am able to access it. This fund will be used to secure me a safe living space far away from my abusers until I can find stable full time income. (Which I am unfortunately finding quite difficult during this time) This fund makes up the cost of bills for 8 months so I don’t fall  victim to housing insecurity while seeking out work, legal action against my abusers and proper medical treatment soon after getting out. 

Thank you so much for any help you may be able to provide. 

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