My Ex Destroyed my Beautiful Truck :(

Back in February, I met someone who I thought was a great guy, and while he has some redeeming qualities, I felt he was incredibly controlling, manipulative, dishonest, scary, and violent. About 5 or so weeks in, we got into an argument because he wanted me to delete my YouTube channel and it concluded with him being physical in a way that made me scared of future arguments so I left him completely and filed a police report.

I'm finally feeling confident enough to post about all of this because I I finally moved out and got my trailer stored with added insurance.

About the truck, it's pretty much a total loss. Insurance will not cover it because I didn't have comprehensive coverage when I called to report it. The bill to fix it would be between $11,000 and $12,000 if they didn't find any other problems because Diesel F250s are so incredibly labor intensive to take apart and work on. Half of the estimate was just labor. "Someone" put about 5 gallons of water into my diesel tank and then "someone" called on my trailer to report it as abandoned.. as I was moving the trailer across town, the truck died in the middle of the street. The truck was restarted and moved multiple times by people who were trying to help while it was towing and the damage was done. There was coolant in the fuel bowl, ruined injectors, etc. I loved that big, beautiful truck and I wish I had driven it more while I had the chance.

A month or so before this happened, "someone" slashed my tire while I was at poker school. Then, less than a week later, the same tire was stabbed in the side with a bolt while I was in school. I watched him destroy my 1,100 dollar Honda generator by throwing it at me while I was moving my trailer from his property and he threw a heavy drinking glass at me as well. So basically, dating him has cost me somewhere around $12k or so. I really liked him before that but I cant handle a 6'3 200 pound man with a horrible temper. I just want to get back on my feet and leave town.

I have already moved to a new place where he (hopefully) can't find me.

I have to sell the trailer now because of this. I really don't want to because I love the trailer but I cannot move it or use it. I have been applying to jobs like crazy as well.

I'm thinking I will sell the trailer (as long as "someone" doesn't find it and destroy it first) and then I will try to find a smaller tow vehicle with small trailer or maybe a large van. A van would probably be better for adventures!!

Anyone who has been watching my livestreams knows it really isn't my style to beg for money but this is pretty serious for me.. losing an entire vehicle that insurance won't cover is a life-changing event.

In the event that the fund makes more than expected, the extra will be used for the dog fund. Vet bills add up very quick!! Toby had an appointment on July 14th for a biopsy and bloodwork that just cost $491 so it adds up quickly, especially with two handsome dogs. Update - He's perfectly healthy and his bloodwork was perfect!!