Anna Fenton (Crazy Beautiful Soul) Memorial service

Her name Anna Lorene Fenton

Born 8/12/70- 10/6/24

My mom wouldn't wake up yesterday morning. She was found unresponsive. Neighbor started CPR until paramedics arrived. No avail. At 54 years old, we never imagined something like this. She had such a rough life. Abusive relationships, struggled healthwise since birth. And yet she still was there when I needed her most. She helped raised my kids when I struggled with addiction. She knew id come back. I wouldnt be 6 yrs sober without her. She was always right there. Now she's not. What do you do when the person you go to first is now gone? I lost my dad a few years ago, and my grandma (her mother) 2 yrs ago. She was all we had left. My brothers and I have struggled financially our whole lives. My mother struggled financially too as she had been disabled since her early 30s. We are all hurting so badly, as am I. I'm in complete mourning. I am back at work today because we don't have money for anything. I don't want to be here but I have to be. I promised her when we lost her mother, I wouldn't do what they (her family) did to her. My grandmother had no funeral, nothing more than the box she was cremated into. They had pizza at a park! They didnt even pay for the obituary for my grandmother because it was $80! My mom took it to heart and struggled getting over her death. I really hope you all can help us out. Even just a share or a prayer. I'm trying so hard to do her right. I promised her I would. This truth is so hard to swallow right now. And honestly I hate even starting this because I know how it's easy to pass judgement. I work hard. Whether you donate and help or not, I'm going to figure out a way... with tears on my face or not.

My family doesn't come from money. Her bf, doesn't make much. My oldest brother isn't working. My 2nd brother pays childsupport so he doesn't bring home much. I'm sole provider for my household.

I gotta do her right. We didn't have the best relationship and I'm full of regret for that. My mother meant more to me than I even realized. Right now Maryott bowen is contacting coroner's office to move further. They moved her yesterday to do autopsy.

My mommy. God I'm so angry. You think you have more time. I took her forgranted. I feel so broken. It's so surreal. I have to do her right. I have to.

Update:

Funds are for her cremation, services at Maryott Bowen Funeral Home which is $2500. She wished for ashes to be given to each one of her children. I need to pay for a urn and headstone plaque. I'm still trying to figure out a place to put her. I'm unsure of that cost. I will be doing her obituary and my grandmother's side by side. I know she would of wanted that. She had made it known her specific wishes. I plan to carry them out. Even if you can help with $5, $10 etc as a community can go a long way.

For once I wished these things worked out. I've always struggled with asking for help. Esp financially. I have a family of my own I provide for. I know life isn't easy on any of us. But I thank you for taking the time to care and share.