Get me out of my abusive home

Hi, I'm Daria. I'm a 20 year old programmer, artist and musician who is diagnosed with ASD and BPD, living in very abusive household in Bavaria, Germany! Due to both my Mental and sometimes even Physical Abusive, as well as a lot of trauma, I can't live anymore in this place and I'd wanna move out. Especially since I got a Job Opportunity recently to work for a company in another German state near Berlin. But I'm currently very much in debt due to have gotten a Shopping Addiction which caused me to fall into 2900€ in debt. But while I now have it under control, I was still unable to get job during that time to pay it off. Since I've been looking constantly for around 2 Years now, and GoFundMe being my last resort, I decided to just write here as I've been pushed into more constant arguments which has caused me a lot of stress and mental pain where I can't really help myself. As well, due to most of my friends also living with their parents, I'm also unable to crash at their place :(

So help and sharing this would be most appreciated! :D

The money will be used for the move as well as to pay my debt!