Moms tumor

So Life isnt really easy for anyone, and as im doing this im trying to convince myself to hit the x in the corner of the screen. But its not really all about me i was going through alot of things and i pushed my self into a corner that cause me to have to basically ask for help . i had to make the chioce to make the good choices. Ive become really good at tolerating pain and had i not decided to get my self together i know for a fact i wouldnt know today that what i thought was at worse a pull in muscle is ACTUALLY spindle cell sarcoma. And i mean very quickly i went from walking to cructhes in less than a month. My mom quickly stepped in making sure everything moves as quicky and swiftly as possible. Shes leaving work at the drop of a dime if she has to to get me taken care of shes driving to columbia 2 hours each way. shes trying to accomedate me any way she and living trying to move to a place where i dont have to climb 6 flights of stairs. I started a job the day before i was diaggnosed they immediatly said i couldnt work. i just wish that i had the ability to help her help me. its going to be rough its only the beginning and if i shouldnt have to do this alone neither should she.

So while im the one with the tumor she has a lot on her plate, nobody wants their kids to feel pain, or scared, or alone. i only wish to make her load a little lighter.