Baby Aiden Gupta My Raja Baba

Hi my name is pabi tra I'm fundraising for heart link foundation in Leicester. Our son Aiden Gupta was born with CDH in cardiff on 16th of May 2022 after 5 hours of his birth the recovery nurse came and told me to call my husband and ask him to come and see last time to our son because his oxygen is not going up and he won't make it I had c-section due to our son heart raise then I told the nurse please don't tell me this I lost 2 baby before him also but those was very early only 6 weeks and 8 weeks after those two lost we have waited for 2 years then nurse took me to neonatal intensive care where my son was when I saw my son I was nearly faint it I was crying nonstop begging Dr to save him then one of the consultants told me that he have talk to one of the Leicester consultants waiting for them to call due to my son very poorly have to put him on ECMO MACHINE to save him then I was praying Leicester team to come and take my son then few hours later they told us they are coming to take our son to Leicester with ECMO I was very happy and hope in my heart. then Leicester team came one of the consultants came and explain me what will happen and what they have to do I agree then he was transfer to Leicester Royal Infirmary hospital on 17th of May about 13:30 or 14:00 afternoon after they arrive Leicester they call me told me they have arrive safe then we want to go with him but due to my cesarean and infection in my left kidney we couldn't go have to stay in cardiff hospital and take antibiotics to recover then will transfer me to Leicester in that moment I felt my son will be alone without us even nurse and Dr will be with him still I felt as mum he will be alone I cry for 2 days and night couldn't sleep or eat missing my baby so much calling Leicester hospital asking about him how he doing after two day my blood test came back normal my infection have gone down they will send me to Leicester to be with my son I was so happy and couldn't wait to see him then on 19th of May me and my husband went to Leicester we arrived in the evening Leicester hospital have proved us with accommodation on first floor and our son was on 5th floor soon as we arrived we went up to see our son he was looking much better he was on ECMO MACHINE sleeping we went kiss him but couldn't hold him then on 20th May he need CDH to repair that means he will have big operation Consultants and Dr told us they will operate him on 14:00 afternoon in ward where he was I was so worry how operation will go I was praying to god from start of his operation until end then nurse call me and told me that operation have successfully we can see our son I was crying and saying thank you to everybody there who was involved in our son operation then on 26th of may aiden ECMO have come off successfully I was very happy gain our son was very strong and happy baby then from 27th first time our son had my milk by his tube I was so happy that he is doing well and will be soon better then I can take him home then in few days Dr told us that there is a fluid on his right lung need to put drain and he need oxylator to help his left lung to expand we say ok as they are Dr they know what they are doing best for our son then next day morning they told us he need drain on left lung also so our son was with two drain if they don't drain will compress his heart our son was getting poorly every day we start worrying for him then on 5th of June I received phone call early morning 5 am they ask me to come up soon as possible and I was alone my husband came back to cardiff to sort his thing out then I came up Dr and nurse came to told me that our son had CPR for 6 minutes I was gone num and lost myself then I call my husband and told him call my mum dad ask them to come and see they grandson's crying nonstop and worried what will happen next then all my family and husband came about 10 I was with my son without leaving him for minutes and keep praying then my family was with me all day then they go back to cardiff my husband stay with me I was with my son for day and night didn't want to leave him every moment is precious for me not sleeping not eating well then on 9th of June consultants call us in family room and told us that they don't think so our son will make it because they have try everything to stop his fluid but is not stopping he is not improving then both of us was crying not know what to do and how to safe him asking god to come down and help him to get better then on 11th of June he was really poorly and Dr ask me do I want to hold him last time I said yes then I hold him all day call my family and told them to come then my family came back again to see my baby they all stay all day then my dad brother and sister gone back to cardiff my mum stay with me to support me we was with my baby all day about 23:40 pm I ask my husband to stay with our son I just want to have few hours sleep I haven't been sleep for few day and I went to my baby and told him that be good boy daddy is with him mummy and grandma just going for few hours sleep and will be back in few hours and gave him kiss went down and sleep then my husband call me 5:30 and told me that he is wake and looking everywhere will I like to come up to see him then I get ready and went up to see him then he was sleeping I ask my husband what happen he told me nurse have give him sedation that's why he is back to sleep then his oxygen and heart rate is start going down then I call my mum to come up she came and start to praying for my baby then Dr gave him into my lap I was holding him tight and crying not to leave me and go stay with me forever I won't be able to cope asking Dr to help why can't they help him then slowly he went with angels that day was Sunday 12th of June that was his due date he lost his fight after 28 days in hospital never hear his cry or see his smile never be able to give my milk on his mouth. this pain and sorrow never will go. He will be always in our heart 28 day's he give us the most precious and priceless in this world and where aiden was stay there is charity call heartlink they help people and parents who come from far with food drink accommodation so I want to raise and donate on my son name other family like us who go though pain as we are if anyone can help to raise this in memory of my son aiden gupta . Thank you ever so much .