Baby Axel cremation and other related expenses

Axel James. 7/1 - 7/1. I don’t even know what to say. The words elude me because my own mind can not come to terms with what happened. As I was leaving my 33 week ob appointment with Penelope, just thinking about stopping at Starbucks on the way home, I was hit while at a dead stop by a speeding car. The airbags deployed including my steering wheel one which hit my stomach. I knew immediately something was wrong because my belly tightened around my sweet boy that had just been doing flips just minutes before. But I jumped out of the car to check on Penelope and she was in shock but not a scratch on her. After getting her out of her seat I sat on the ground trying to get a hold of Arthur, screaming a scream only a mother screams. I was taken to the hospital where a team of about 20 started working on me and trying to find his heartbeat. I could hear the panic. I understood. Emergency c-section. When I came to I heard someone crying and asked my doctor if he made it and with the saddest look in her eyes she whispered “no”. Full placental abruption is what took his life. I absolutely hate having to ask this but if any of you can find it in your heart and are able to help us out, a donation of any kind would help. We will have some pretty hefty hospital bills I’m sure, we have to plan his cremation, our car is either totaled or going to cost an arm and a leg to have fixed so we need another car and lastly, even though we had been planning to move to a city closer to Arthur’s work anyway, we need to move now by the end of the month. The accident was down the street from where we live. A street I drive everyday, sometimes multiple times. Anything would help and if you can’t, don’t feel guilty, it’s ok. This pain is unbearable and Arthur and my sweet girls are going to help me but the pain and grief punches you in the gut out of nowhere. My 1st night home and the grief brought me to my knees..