BreeAnna's please help me keep my family ❤

My name is Breeanna and I am mommy to 4 and bonus mommy to 4. Only 5 of the kids live with me full time and the others are here as much as possible. My husband relapsed in march and has been gone for the most part and I am unable to work due to there being no school from covid and my  daughters having tons of appointment for counseling due to the trauma they experienced on their biological mothers care. I have held everything together for a long time but have reached a point that I cannot make it without help.  Both of the girls parents are in active addiction and not providing any kind of support or even having contact with the children. I am a heavy equipment operator and normally make  enough to support everyone and just need help to make it through until life is back to "normal". I know that everyone is struggling due to covid and anyone who knows me knows that I hate asking for help but I would do anything for my kids Right now I have exhausted every resource available because I don't legally have custody of the girls and cannot get custody taken care of because they cannot locate their biological mom. Thank you for everyone who is able to donate and if you cannot please say a prayer for us and share.  God has carried us this far and I know He won't let us down now