#breelynnstrong
#breelynnstrong
Diffuse midline glioma, also known as glioblastoma, a non-curable and aggressive form of cancer that has given me a life expectancy of possibly a year. That’s my diagnosis and that’s what I’m fighting.
As I try to sit here and type this out it’s really hard to find the words I want to say while fighting back the tears. I’m frustrated and angry because at 22 I should be thinking of my future husband and the babies I’m supposed to hold in my arms and call my own, and I don’t get that. I’m supposed to finish nursing school and get a degree and help others going through what I’m going through, and I don’t get that. I’m supposed to be hanging out with my friends and partying but instead I get a hospital bed a a body that’s tired and fighting with everything it has.
And as much as I can sit here and be mad and upset and confused, I don’t want that, because the life I have lived and am still living is so amazing and filled with so many blessings that I am so thankful for. I’m at peace with death because I believe in a God that is SO MUCH greater than a diagnosis and ultimately has the final say in this. This fight isn’t over and I will give it all I have. But I want everyone to know that Heaven is real and when my time does come it’ll be a beautiful thing and I’m not scared of that.
I just want everyone to know how much I love God and how this world, not just for me, is temporary and we have a wonderful forever home waiting for us.
I’m making this go fund me page to help me check off some things on the bucket list and I know you guys want to help in any way you can so hopefully this gives you a way to do that, but not feel obligated. I want this next year to be filled with experiences with my family so I can get the best quality time with them. Trips, weekendgetaways, medical help and just travel fortreatments.
My family and I appreciate all the help and words of encouragement. Prayers are so powerful and I believe this is going to be a GOOD fight. We got this, and God’s got me❤️