Top surgery

I am non-binary and I am really looking for somebody to help me pay for my top surgery. I am coming from family which is Catholic which means they don't really understand my body dysphoria or my feelings. I was beaten, threaten and even homeless but I kept my face. I just want one thing to be happy, to be myself, to feel good with who I am for real and I'll be grateful for everyone who could help me find myself in the middle of this desert.