my love was murdered, help with life celebration

my soulmate was murdered right next to me(and I was shot 9 times) in bed his name is james Richard  greenwood he was only 24yrs.im hurt very bad and don't have any money.my boyfriend's family can't afford a  funeral.i  would like to have a celebration of life and if his dad keeps his word then I'd like to have some is his ashes put in something beautiful.this is the news link to what happened. Cant belive theres a go fund me on here for the man who murdered my love and shot me. He killed himself but since he was a vet there saying poor him. https/www.google.com/amp/s/katu.com/amp/news/local/police-identify-suspect-and-victim-in-ne-portland-shooting James was loved by many and was a sweet,smart,funny, loving big hearted soul that didn't deserve to go to heaven so soon. I would be ever so grateful if my soulmate got his life celebration thank you.