Creamation and Celebration of life services

Hi my name is chris , Im starting a go fund me for my own end of life celebration. Let me tell you my story. Im in 4th stage cancer . I dont have much time . Im so devastated and scared. I can see the fear and the pain in my kids"s and grandkids"s eyes .We have cried so many times.Im stressen so bad for after I pass my family wont have the funds to pay for my creamation and end of life celebration .I know thats the farthest thing from there mind but not mine and if anyone could please please help i think i would be able to rest alot easier through this devastating little time i have left on this earth. OK so let me finish my story , It all started out with breast cancer on the left side so took care of that was cancer free for 2 years thought I was good to go well 2 years later it comes back on my left side .Ok no big deal lumpechtomy chemo went bald ext..right in the middle of my chemo it had spread to my lymphnodes so they totally stopped the chemo put me on some pills to slow it down .N ext thing it spread to my bones my spine super bad and my back .At this point no cure . so im on trial medication to hopefully slow it down.Last week went in for a pet scan and it has now spread into my lungs and my brain and has got a ton worse in my back and spine .So as of now im not on anything i am doing radiatiom on my lowert spine .as far as the brain we needed a mri i got halfway through that and had to stop becuause of the pain in my back .B ut with just the little they was able able to find out there is so far 3 tumors in my brain one is 6mm one is 8mm and one is 1.7 mm .They need to finish the rest of the mri to know the rest . this has been so hard to deal with and im just so tired i really dont want to try to fight any longer when the outcome is gonna be the same in the long run .I just want to rest and relax and enjoy the little bit of time i have left with my family and friends by my side .Its so stressful and hecktic going up to the cancer hospital every day and the pain is so bad . so that is why im doing this My kids are so distraut over this and if i can do anything in my power to help them through this then this is the best way i know how .I dont have alot but thank god so many many memmories. Thank you from the bottom of my heart anything will help .