cremate my foal poisoned by walkers at 4 month old

(january 29th)In the last hour I have had to hold my 7month old foal whilst it is humanely put to sleep because ignorant bastards keep chucking food over not suitable for horses to eat let alone a foal!they have small bale haylage everyother day,you only have to look at them to see they aren't starved!chicco had a complete blockage and was hypothermic in less than 12 hours of seeing her last.!the foal i cared for from day one of her life until the last day when she fell asleep,head in my lap slopping my fingers as i apologised to her for not being able to save her ...what a complete waste of a beautiful foal,even as the vet came with the euthanasia she Winnied!
..........6.30pm...just been down to check lady and nico are doing ok,they are both eating and okish .i called for chicco too if anyone knows of a field away from the public i could rent please get in touch.i cant sleep knowing the other 2 are there where idiots can still cause them harm.
24 hours later....chicco deserves way more than just being collected by the local fallen stock people so ive enquired about having her cremated and bought back home,i shouldnt even be thinking about this nevermind arranging it at her age!the total cost of collection,cremation and a casket with a name plaque is £795,i havent got the full amount,it was suggested i start a gofundme for anyone wishing to help ,every penny will then be transferred to laura for her cremation and the vetfor her huge vet fees, any remaining funds will be donated to the local horse rescue.thank you for all so much  comments and donations there are some amazing people out there.
SAD UPSETTING UPDATE..THSI MORNING AT 11 AM CHICCO'S MOTHER HAD COLIC,THE VET SAID PROBABLY BROUGHT ON BY THE STRESS OF LOSING HER FOAL.WE TRIED OUR BEST TO GET HER UP TO TUBE FOR TWO HOURS BUT SHE DIDNT HAVE THE FIGHT IN HER.SHE WENT TO BE WITH CHICCO OVER RAINBOW BRIDGE.TO SAY IM HEARTBROKEN IS A HUGE UNDERSTATEMENT.LADY WAS HELPING ME THROUGH CHICCO'S LOSS AND NOW SHES GONE TOO :'(