Cremation costs for my little sister

So here I am again. Asking for your generosity to help me pay for my little sister's cremation.

Trust me when I say... I hate that I have to do this.

Where to even start...

She was my best friend.. we were supposed to be together forever...

My little sister Madelynn lost the fight against her mental health on the 12th of May this year.

That morning we were messaging as usual on Facebook messenger... chatting about upcycling furniture we found on people junk piles.

At one point, she stopped replying and never replied. This wasn't unusual as she would often check herself into hospital and not notify me until the Monday following the weekend.

I even drove past her house that Saturday and I'm grateful that I didn't listen to my intuition.

Ever since I found out (I was told at around midday on the following Monday by a cousin of mine who was told by his mum, who was told by her other son, who was told by our Nan, who was told by my mother) life has been a whirl wind of emotions, police reports, coroners phone calls, realestate calls and trying to make any sense of her suicide.

Along the way I have lost respect for a number of friends who I've been extremely supportive of for many years and I'm feeling more alone than ever.

If you don't already know, I've lost all but a three cousins due to a historic sexual assault case against one of my uncles. He has been convicted and still, I'm the outcast. The Bad guy.

I'm here to ask for help to pay for my beautiful, talented and sweet little sister's cremation costs. I have been and will continue to make contributions to it but the longest they'll give me is 8 weeks and while I'm trying my hardest to rush selling Maddey's furniture/appliances and my car, nothing seems to be moving at all.

Please help me bring my sister home to me.