Currently housing displaced and IT work displaced

Hi all, I am Mel. I walked into a tornado/hurricane/derecho/dark cloud of bad karma, and negative energy since 2008 and never recovered from it. After years of firing and being laid off, my outgoing was more than my incoming and hence current state. I lost my dad in 2010 and got divorced in 2018. I do have awesome 16 and 18 yo very supportive boys. I continue to work with God(Roman Catholic)-Family-Country(USA-volunteer) and Fitness-Nutrition-Wellness (FitNutWellMel). I also keep up to date with current IT technologies to hit the ground running. Sadly, it reached this state but it could have been worse. My mom and sister are in India and assist me here and there, and so does a friend over here in the US. I know it's a trying time for everyone, but I pray it gets easier. Regards, Melroy